nancy145
Bluelighter
ive got depression(diagnosed) but it isnt a constant thing, once every once in a while i fall into a really deep depression for a few days to 2 weeks. i take lamotrage which helps a bit with it, it makes me fall into depressions less often and makes them not as bad. i smoke weed daily too(my psychiatrist recommends it) which helps with my depression too, before i started i had constant depression and now its just once every month and a half or two. i take 5htp too and that helps a bit. i just got prescribed a new SSRI, idk the name, about a week ago. at first it made me feel great, but after a few days i felt a little down which usually happens before i fall into a depression and yesterday and today I've been absolutely miserable. is this just a coincidence or could it be the SSRI?

In the meantime though, try your hardest to look for benefits. Now is a VITAL time to practice optimism because it could better you for the rest of your life. Maybe the antidepressant will just give you a push in the right direction; maybe during this new phase of depression you'll learn something, realize something, some cog will click into place that will help you face your depression with a new vigor and maybe you won't even need antidepressants after that. Who knows?