i love when she swallows me, its fucking hot. i love that she 1. will do something she doesnt like for me and 2. the idea of a woman wanting you so bad that it hits at almost a primal level and she wants your sperm even if its swallowing it because its the closest thing to getting it into her pussy. but i dont mind when she doesnt because i understand why she doesnt and im not gonna force her to do that if she doesnt want to. our peace feels better.