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SPIRITUALITY: this is not about drugs

I took some x about 4 weeks ago, and I was just totally blown away by how enlightened I was. I dunno what other people experience but I was so inspired that for the next 3 weeks I didn't take any drugs and I went on this crazy spiritual journey.... i've had my awakening, and now i'm just following the spirit.... the most crazy thing that happened to me was:
I was falling asleep and I rested my attention on my breath... and it was like I was breathing through the top of my head.... the next thing I know I am lying, wide awake, in my bed, and the top of my head was buzzing like all hell, and there was this intense buzzing sound as well... I was wondering what was going on and I got the definite feeling that there was something in my room with me.... a spirit or something... I looked to the right... nothing... and when I tried to look the the left, my whole body froze with fear, and I couldn't bring myself to look. Then I saw on the top of my wardrobe A HEAD. I thought, 'there's a head on my wardrobe.' I was shit-scared.
Well then I sorta woke up. But it as so wierd cause I wasn't really dreaming cause I was totally thinking like you normally do when awake. I think I was crossing the gap between our world and the spirits, and because people are so convinced that what we experience normally, ie. just people doing stuff, see a head on my wardrobe scared me.... next time i'll be a bit more receptive
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And yeah, I think my colour is blue. I had this other dream, which was more dream like, where I meditated in the dream and then I was in the ocean... this huge tidal wave appeared, and I have had these re-occuring nightmares where I run away from thenm... this time I let the tidal wave take me.... and the next thing I know, i'm the only thing in existence and my whole body was glowing blue.... it felt good. Well funnily enough that dream was a fwe days before I took that x and thought I was enlightened... my dreams are always in some degree predictive of the future..... I could go on about this stuff forever! But anyways, I hope that we can all wake up from this dream real soon
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I took some x about 4 weeks ago, and I was just totally blown away by how enlightened I was. I dunno what other people experience but I was so inspired that for the next 3 weeks I didn't take any drugs and I went on this crazy spiritual journey.... i've had my awakening, and now i'm just following the spirit.... the most crazy thing that happened to me was:
I was falling asleep and I rested my attention on my breath... and it was like I was breathing through the top of my head.... the next thing I know I am lying, wide awake, in my bed, and the top of my head was buzzing like all hell, and there was this intense buzzing sound as well... I was wondering what was going on and I got the definite feeling that there was something in my room with me.... a spirit or something... I looked to the right... nothing... and when I tried to look the the left, my whole body froze with fear, and I couldn't bring myself to look. Then I saw on the top of my wardrobe A HEAD. I thought, 'there's a head on my wardrobe.' I was shit-scared.
Well then I sorta woke up. But it as so wierd cause I wasn't really dreaming cause I was totally thinking like you normally do when awake. I think I was crossing the gap between our world and the spirits, and because people are so convinced that what we experience normally, ie. just people doing stuff, see a head on my wardrobe scared me.... next time i'll be a bit more receptive
smile.gif

And yeah, I think my colour is blue. I had this other dream, which was more dream like, where I meditated in the dream and then I was in the ocean... this huge tidal wave appeared, and I have had these re-occuring nightmares where I run away from thenm... this time I let the tidal wave take me.... and the next thing I know, i'm the only thing in existence and my whole body was glowing blue.... it felt good. Well funnily enough that dream was a fwe days before I took that x and thought I was enlightened... my dreams are always in some degree predictive of the future..... I could go on about this stuff forever! But anyways, I hope that we can all wake up from this dream real soon
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PS We are all heading for enlightenment? (In buddhism, that's the end of suffering)
 
Well apparently we are all heading for a world wide awakening in 2012.
Dreams, yeah l love dreams. I dont know how to explain them though. l think some people just go through a dream unconsciously while others take the steps to be aware. You know, kinda the same as life. But that viabrating feeling was most definately your chakra. There are hundreds of them all over your body, they are your energy center.
When you enter a dream you enter a trance. It sounds like you had an out of body experience, which would explain the sound. When you moved your head to look around, your physical body would have stayed still. Just your energy self would have moved. Very cool shit. Although l cant explain where we go when we dream, but i have been conscious during the transition between the 'dream' and reality. I was aware of myself waking up, kinda like passing into water. Very wierd. And i dunno what that 'head' was either (spirit guide?). Anywayz, have fun!
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IT has always been expain. But how do you explain an emotion? A state of mind? 50yrs ago people tried one way, 5000yrs ago they tried another. It doesnt matter what explination you cling on to as they all lead down the same path.
 
This is preety wierd there are actually other people going through such simisliar shit as me and its fucking wierd/cool.
A few months ago I had a pill amy house with towo other mates we sat down all closed our eyes and one of us would start describing some sort of abstract scene then once he had finished describing it we would all have a flash of coulour in front of our eyes the exact same colour as each other!
Since that night I have had a few very interesting meditation expieriences.
One night I was lying on my bed looking up at roof staring at nothing inperticular then all of a sudden I felt the world was very much alive and a intense pushing down felling on my chest like I was being pushed into my bed. The a large red ribbon came out of my cest and up to the roof swirling around the imagery was only semi sort of like the colours you see when you get really stoned, it continued with white laser beams and pink elephants!? of all things. That night I slept like a baby.
One maths lesson I started mediation on my table and my brain totally collapsed so many thaught and the overwhemingness of it all made me sort of crazy for an hour and half. Everything seemed so surreal like i was tripping or something I found hidden irony in everything and even music I revered intrigued me the hour and a half passed like 20minutes.
I have others but mot so spectacular. I have done a little research in the area. I recommened you read "The Tibetan book of the Dead" which was translated into english under the pshchedelic experience search for it erowid.
I dont know whats going on but I look forward to it.
Mee
 
try reading the celestine vision!!!
i know it sounds all new agey and silly but this book has done the best job of describing the things happening in my life than anything else.
it takes the focus off of religion and puts it back on the actual spirit. your spiritual connection to you surroundings and situation as well.
you should probably read the celestine prophecy and the tenth insight before reading the celestine vision so it makes more sense, but you don't have to go that route.
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dcjunglist: the harmonic tone / matching oscillations of which you refer to in one of your earlier posts in this thread have me recalling Terence McKenna's (RIP) book: True Hallucinations... in which his brother does achieve alignment with the oscillations of the psilocybin molecule, thereby fusing it to his DNA, through vocally reproducing a very specific tone which he was hearing in his head... from his descriptions, this is the key to telepathy, ultimate understanding of the universe, and connection to matrix/system of information, possibly inherent/latent in our DNA or as he suggests, being taught to us by those not entirely of this planet (his theory, not mine)... i realize this is a lot to apply to your experience, but i am curious as to your impressions compared to his... it is a quite remarkable thing to experience, much less study... i also have a few ideas concerning meditation and the pineal gland, in specific aura colors and telepathy, but that is reserved for another time/thread...
-Fusion
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Grok.
From Stranger in a Strange Land - Heinlein
This is the sort of connection one can make. LIfe is great when you can make these sorts of realizations, allowing a new world of ideas come into your life.
For the past two months I have been remembering dreams from the past, some up to about 15 years. They just come to me. Sometimes five in a day, then none for three days, then ten more over the next three. I would estimate 75-100 total. There may be some repeats, though. This has helped me remember current dreams better. I am just riding what this has allowed me to do with my music, my writing, and with my job; I love being an archaeologist. The best thing is, this experience will fade, and I will remember it, but another is always on its way.
 
I recomend reading Remember Be Here Now, by Ram Dass. Some other good ones include Siddhartha and Journey to the East by Hesse (actually, just about anything by Hesse), The Razor's Edge by Somerset Maughm, and The Lord of Light by Roger Zelaney (sp?). There's about a thousand other ones that I can't think of now.
I agree that meditation is the bomb. You should try taking a week sometime and going to a zen center. By the time you leave you will feel higher than you ever have with any drug. It is truely an amazing experience.
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Spirituality is loads of fun, i've been into occultism/mysticism for about 7 years.
If ya want a good reading list:
Magick:
Modern Magick by Donald Michael Creig (Best book for beginners money can buy).
The Golden Dawn by Isreal Reguardie
Magick Book 4 (Liber ABA) by Aliester Crowley
Lesser key of solomon the king - Trans. by. S.L. MacGregor Mathers.
Mysticism:
Texts on Taoism Vol. 1&2 - James Legge
Bhagavad Gita (Any Good translation)
Upanisads (Get the translations by max muller).
Yoga:
Raja Yoga - Swami Vivekananda (Great book)
Siva Samhita (no idea who does this one, and i'm too lazy to check)
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