I am usually pretty hesitant to discuss this sort of thing with people b.c many people laugh or think I am a kook......
But I am hoping that others that read this will share their stories as well........
I have had countless experiences with Spirits since I was a child....before I knew they were spirits and now today, knowing they are.
My mother has said that from a young age I spoke of a lady in white (I know how typical, but its true). Not only have I seen her, but many others have seen her and one friend spoke with her- Basically I think she is my guide......
I have seen my ancestors, I have seem people I don't know- I have felt experiences a spirit has gone through and later been able to verify it-
It seems no matter where I go I am followed by spirits.
My best friend has told me (and she is a bit afraid of the whole talking to the dead/ghosts thing) that she thinks it is because I am open to them.
I am open and I have only been fearful of one ghost out of literally hundreds......
I feel like I get messages and tonight I'm wondering what I am supposed to do with them.
For the first time I am wondering - why?
Some experiences the -why- is obvious-
but like today for example.....
I often bring my husband to his caregivers house, and I wait in the car. Their house is on alot of property. EVERYTIME I am there I hear and see the spirits that occupy the land. There is a woman who loves her garden. She says it is her sanctuary. She has shown me a house (which I am unclear on b/c she has shown it to me in three different ways) But each way the house is she walks out facing west. She says her garden is back there and she always felt at peace when the wind would blow through her fruit trees and she would be gardening out back......
Then I see her husband and son. The husband and son are always in the same position- Like the father is telling his son something. I feel that he is explaining the workings of their farm. I also felt that the son grew up and changed the farm which brought his father disappointment.....
SO- I asked my husband to ask the caregivers if they knew the history of the farm there and who owned it before them.....My husband calls my cell and tells me they have some stories for me.
Turns out the 2 guys are too afraid to walk their property b/c of the hauntings- Things get broken,played with , tipped over or knocked down while they are sitting right there and see that nothing is happening to cause it- They have a camera outside their property and sometimes the camera goes fuzzy....I have told my husband the stories of all of this before I go in there so he knew what I have seen and felt there- Then the guys tell me that through the camera they have seen a woman tending her rose bushes and they thought it was a real woman, so they run outside and there is noone there-
They go back in, look through the camera, and there she is......gardening.
So I ask if I can look around the property b/c the woman told me behind a building there was part of her garden- The guys tell me to go ahead, and I go back there- sure enough an overgrown garden is right where she told me.
I could see the rhubarb survived and there were other plants there too under the weeds.....obviously not taken care of for many many years.
There were also a couple fruit trees the had died but the trunks still there and one died before it grew.....I felt a pull down the dirt drive and she said "That is new, it is not supposed to be here" and so I started walking towards it and my husband called me and said to leave........
So now tonight I am wondering, what can I do with this information? I did tell the men that they just loved their land and it was their property and to not be afraid........but is that the whole purpose of me being shown these things?
I have had SOOOOOO many experiences like this that I am now wondering - why?
I am really putting myslef out there with this so please don't tease me. I am being serious and no, I am not crazy,.....
If you can relate, I'd love to hear your stories and your opinions.....
But I am hoping that others that read this will share their stories as well........
I have had countless experiences with Spirits since I was a child....before I knew they were spirits and now today, knowing they are.
My mother has said that from a young age I spoke of a lady in white (I know how typical, but its true). Not only have I seen her, but many others have seen her and one friend spoke with her- Basically I think she is my guide......
I have seen my ancestors, I have seem people I don't know- I have felt experiences a spirit has gone through and later been able to verify it-
It seems no matter where I go I am followed by spirits.
My best friend has told me (and she is a bit afraid of the whole talking to the dead/ghosts thing) that she thinks it is because I am open to them.
I am open and I have only been fearful of one ghost out of literally hundreds......
I feel like I get messages and tonight I'm wondering what I am supposed to do with them.
For the first time I am wondering - why?
Some experiences the -why- is obvious-
but like today for example.....
I often bring my husband to his caregivers house, and I wait in the car. Their house is on alot of property. EVERYTIME I am there I hear and see the spirits that occupy the land. There is a woman who loves her garden. She says it is her sanctuary. She has shown me a house (which I am unclear on b/c she has shown it to me in three different ways) But each way the house is she walks out facing west. She says her garden is back there and she always felt at peace when the wind would blow through her fruit trees and she would be gardening out back......
Then I see her husband and son. The husband and son are always in the same position- Like the father is telling his son something. I feel that he is explaining the workings of their farm. I also felt that the son grew up and changed the farm which brought his father disappointment.....
SO- I asked my husband to ask the caregivers if they knew the history of the farm there and who owned it before them.....My husband calls my cell and tells me they have some stories for me.
Turns out the 2 guys are too afraid to walk their property b/c of the hauntings- Things get broken,played with , tipped over or knocked down while they are sitting right there and see that nothing is happening to cause it- They have a camera outside their property and sometimes the camera goes fuzzy....I have told my husband the stories of all of this before I go in there so he knew what I have seen and felt there- Then the guys tell me that through the camera they have seen a woman tending her rose bushes and they thought it was a real woman, so they run outside and there is noone there-
They go back in, look through the camera, and there she is......gardening.
So I ask if I can look around the property b/c the woman told me behind a building there was part of her garden- The guys tell me to go ahead, and I go back there- sure enough an overgrown garden is right where she told me.
I could see the rhubarb survived and there were other plants there too under the weeds.....obviously not taken care of for many many years.
There were also a couple fruit trees the had died but the trunks still there and one died before it grew.....I felt a pull down the dirt drive and she said "That is new, it is not supposed to be here" and so I started walking towards it and my husband called me and said to leave........
So now tonight I am wondering, what can I do with this information? I did tell the men that they just loved their land and it was their property and to not be afraid........but is that the whole purpose of me being shown these things?
I have had SOOOOOO many experiences like this that I am now wondering - why?
I am really putting myslef out there with this so please don't tease me. I am being serious and no, I am not crazy,.....
If you can relate, I'd love to hear your stories and your opinions.....
