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Speedball: First time using both - Approx. bump of Heroin and a line of cocaine

dankhead88

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As a man that is almost 25 years old and going through a quarter life crisis, weighing in at 180 lbs and trying any new drug I can just about get my hands on, I'm in for a speacial treat.

As I stab myself with a syringe and load it up with my own blood. I pray for my life due to the notoriety of this combination, but before I continue, let's go back to how this all happened...

My friend P. He can get it all... At least the more addictive stuff. Anyways, we go off to pick up some dope in an apartment. I actually feel safe parked here due to the fact that it's not a bad looking apartment and it's not in the middle of a decaying neighborhood where I normally get my dope at.

I finally get my dope. It's brown and reeks of a vinegar like smell. I can imagine it now. The warmth and that fuzzy/sleepy feeling that we all adore.

I drive off in a hurry just so I can get my fix. Ironic isn't it? The more you hurry, the slower the time feels. Red lights feel like an eternity, but traffic is minimal and I'm anticipating for my intravenous dessert.

My friend and I finally make it back to his place. Unbeknownst to me, my friend offers me something. His exact words. "You want some coke?" I was curious on how a speedball would feel, so I said, "sure, why not?"

Now, I've mixed heroin and methamphetamine before, so I can only imagine how this combination would feel. However, what worries me is the short duration of cocaine compared to the duration of heroin. I've decided to try it out of curiosity, but due to my worries, I started small just in case something goes wrong.

I took a small pile of heroin and put it in my little mixing bowl and he proceeded to put in approximately a mid sized line of cocaine approximately an inch and a half long and 1mm thick as I speculate. The brown and white are now mixed together and I'm getting prepared for the ride of my life.

I get my syringe ready and proceed to put in 40mL of saline solution in my little mixing bowl. Both dissolves quite well and I proceed to throw in a cotton ball in there. As the cotton ball gets bigger, my anxiousness grows bigger.

I go ahead and tie up my arm and find a spot on my forearm.

As I stab myself with a syringe and load it up with my own blood. I pray for my life due to the notoriety of this combination. John Belushi, River Phoenix, Chris Farley, etc. All these names pop up in my head, but I take a deep breath and retain my composure.

I proceed to push the plunger down.

I start to feel warmth and a sense of stimulation at the same time.

Then it really hits me, I start breathing really hard, as if I was hyperventilating, but it doesn't feel bad. I feel as if I'm breathing in fresh cold air with every breath I take. It's exhilarating and I feel like I'm on top of the world as cliche as that sounds.

I close my eyes and take deep breaths and I am filled with nothing but joy, hedonism, and pure euphoria, but then the feeling of cocaine wears off rather quickly after about 5 minutes, but there wasn't any crash, but rather a smooth landing like a 747 landing in an airport. After that I was in opiate bliss and I could see how addictive and dangerous this combination could be.

Overall I'm glad that I'm still alive, but I have repeated this combo a couple of times, but decided that I should not do it anymore(we'll see about that). I must admit, that it beats methamphetamine and heroin but I do wish that cocaine didn't have such a short duration. I would rate this combination a 9/10, but I do not recommend it to naive drug users or drug users with addictive personalities, due to it's adverse effects and potential chance for mortality.

DISCRETION IS ADVISED
 
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I've never done a real speedball like that, but I've done LOTS of smaller types of speedball. Like benzos or opiates mixed with stimulants like speed, MXE, or even Caffeine. I'm just worried how much it might have hurt my heart as it's been pretty weak lately.

There was a short period I was trying out MPA regularly, and I found it was TERRIBLE for the heart and lungs. Like they almost shut down and I had to stop taking it. It just made me feel like shit and I remember taking a combination of Green Tea and Magnesium the next day, instead of MPA with benzos, made me feel MUCH better. That was a bit of a suprise, but I guess it really helped my health while the other combination was really toxic to my body.

I think it could also be good to use something less toxic and dangerous than IV Heroin for an upper/downer combo. I know some just want to go all the way, but even if it doesn't kill you it can harm your health pretty badly. I just like stimulants with benzos because I don't really get much out of them on their own.
 
I feel that with a job, that opiates makes me too relaxed and stimulants makes me too scatterbrained, but the meth and heroin combo feels perfect for me for some reason. Not too tweaked and not nodding out. I've been doing the meth and heroin combo a bit lately, but I should really stop before it really puts a toll on my body, but man, I would be careful with a weak heart. I need to be careful too because my heart rate goes up to the 150-170's, but at the same time, my blood pressure is normal even on stimulants alone. Kind of strange, but hopefully it's nothing wrong.
 
Woo, that sounds nice...

If I still enjoyed and used coke I'd probably be banging speedballs left and right, but as it happened my heroin addiction came about only after I thoroughly quit using cocaine. Probably for the better too, I've taken care of myself pretty well, as in not a shambling mess of necrotic tissue like some unfortunate people I have known. Adding in probably five to ten times the shots for repeat speedballing and the damage to the body and I'd probably be dead or close to it.

It's funny, albeit a bit sick, that I don't get fiending for dope from reading about speedballs. If I read dope trip reports I almost always start to fiend, but the idea of shooting coke, even in combination with an opiate, isn't setting that off.

I do really want to find some clean MDMA and shoot that mixed with dope. I LOVE shooting heroin on the tail end of rolling on MD-ish drugs, but I've always eaten the entactogen component. Someday perhaps...
 
I don't know, I've read negative reports on opiates and empathogens like MDMA. Often times, people report that it negates one or the other, but then again, people say the same thing about speedballs or meth and heroin. I suppose it wouldn't hurt to try, but personally I'd probably use the dope for the comedown. Write us a report when you do try it out and always start small with caution!
 
For me, rather than being less than the sum of its parts, the combination is greater than the sum it's parts. And that's when the entactogen is used orally, at that. See, you'll have the serotonin *and* dopamine systems going nuts simultaneously. Pleasure and reward circuits (gross oversimplification but gets the point across) both going full tilt at the same time. It's the most outright euphoric and amazing physical sensation I have ever experienced, and again that's not even using the IV route for the entactogen.
 
Its killed too many great people.

Belushi did at least 8 the day he died. Don't play that game.
 
I need to be careful too because my heart rate goes up to the 150-170's, but at the same time, my blood pressure is normal even on stimulants alone. Kind of strange, but hopefully it's nothing wrong.


your bp might be okay but a heartrate that tachycardic is going to ruin your heart over time. if your having that at work it suggests this is a common occurrence.
 
Speedballs scare me too much to do one, hell IV coke scares me too much to do it but I must say the various trip reports ive read over the years on this very subject have ingrained a deep desire to oneday try this combo, it will never happen though. My dad and his dad both died of heart attacks at a young age so I dont want to push my luck. Ive tried meth and H combo's which are nice but I prefer shooting the H when coming down. I have just recently quit using meth though as my body is fucked from all the years of heavy drug use. I still use H though(just had a little shot then) and I cant imagine anything more pleasurable than a nice shot of gear, im not entirely sure I want to know anything more pleasureable. I think a perfect LSD trip is more pleasureable in a way but an entirely different way and obviously something that isnt possible for every day or social situations.

Thanks for sharing your experience, I hope you take care of yourself and dont make this a regular thing though. Theres plenty of evidence that this could well be the most dangerous common combination of drugs there is. If I were you id leave it at that but us drug addicts/users have our own way of rationalizing things so you will decide for yourself. Take care :)
 
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