oh god im glad someone said it. as i was reading thru that post small mental cartoons of a guy busting open caffeine pills and filling them with meth crystals filled my mind.
dont take offense buddy, its just well, we know our own kind and if you werent speeding when you typed that then i do believe meth probably made you go fast enough to travel back in time.
now on to the reason for my post.
ive read thru this considerable and informative thread, unfortunately i have consistently only seen methods and suggestion for tolerance prevention. and it appears most of the posts are from people whove been using 9 to 14 months.
so i ask, does anyone have any concrete info about tolerance reduction?
i have used on a regular basis for just over four years now, and while i probably should be a emoticon wielding cartoon outrunning wily coyote to get some blu lighters by now (lmao im sorry i couldnt resist), instead i still have yet to hold intelligent conversations with carpet fibers, or any of the other fun tell tale end of days signs ive seen tweakers exhibit at rock bottom.
but while i maintained a decent steady effect by regularly changing sources and kinds of meth, (yeah no bs here i dont get prescruibed shit unless the black dude with a grill on the corner is a certified pharmacist) these past couple months it seems even changing compositions regularly isnt really helping maintain a low tolerance.
now having smoked meth on a daily or weekly (mostly daily) basis for so long, and constantly cycling thru every different kind i could find, id imagine my tolerance is far past any "preventative" stages.
so is there a way to reduce it?
im sure someone will post the obvious answer of stopping for an extended period will help. well yeah no crap, but its that very reason that i checked this thread out. because after four years, its becoming so hard to get high that ive started to seriously lose interest in trying most days. yes thats right, for all of you who do use how often have you heard of someone getting bored into sobriety? i havent, ever. usually the tried and true tweaker troops just keep blowin grams n grams trying, such is the nature of the addiction. and im sure i was no exception once, but ive been surprised to hear myself turn down meth twice this week, having thouight "itd be rude to say yes id be wasting their dope and my time"
thats fucking depressing guys. i liked being high, and i would like to continue being high. and all the moral naysayers wholl be whippin out their soapboxes right here can shove it. i was in a dead end pizza job before id ever even seen a drug and had no plans to go anywhere with life. two weeks after starting meth i got fascinated with drawing and doodling, something id hardly ever done in mylife. then it was microsoft paint finally photoshop and onward and now i have an excellent career as a graphic designer and film editor, with not one day of college for either subject, just endless hours thru nights browsing internet tutorials and playing around with programs or sketchpads. so soapboxers can blow me

thx in advance for your answers, and i expect, humorous criticisms, jibes, and "pokings of fun"