captain codshit
Bluelighter
(*NOTE: This combo is not only ill-advised, it is irresponsible and ignorant!)
Right, this is my first ever trip report. I have never experianced anything like this before and am still trying to piece together the sheer brilliance of it all and how it has changed my perception on life itself.
It began in a local bar, 1pm Thursday afternoon. Me and my friend had gone in to meet my other friend, get drunk, and see if there was anything happening in general. We had done some excellent white MDMA crystal the previous night along with cider and GBL, but we both felt fresh. Some Ketamine arrived in the morning and we sniffed 125mg lines, dabbed some speed and walked my dog in the woods, it was funny and strange in the same instance. We laughed alot
When we arrived 2 boys I know from school and a girl I used to kind of see where there. I had half a gramme of very nice speed, which a few of us dabbed 15-20mg of a time while drinking. Started with double morgans, then aftershocks with each morgans, triple vodka redbulls. I was on the form of my life, life and soul of it all and trying to coerce the girl into sex (although she was having none of it). Eventually we had become too loud and thought it best to head to a more down market pub. One of my friends spewed on the floor and we had an argument about who should clean it with the bar made - he was a drunken customer after all, surely it was her duty to clean it up to a drunken arrogant group of youths?
After this the group split, those most interested in getting fucked up further on top class chemicals got in my mates car and drove to pick up more ecstacy - pink pacha cherries ~ 150mgs of MDMA, and a bag of 2c-i, 2c-b and 3.5gs of Ketamine. At this point we picked up a friend from his house and a girl we used to sesh alot with in the last year or two. All good friends and utterly mad for getting fucked up at mad parties where the only known language is codshit and political discussions of seaweed or rolling around the floor would be seen as more appropriate behavior than saying anything a normal person would concider as appropriate.
We dropped 2 more pills each over the course of a few hours, combined with 6 litres cider between me and the girl, loads of 200mg+ lines of ketamine, some containing 30mg+ of 2c's and chatted utter shit about what it would be like if a dolphin had discovered our passion for milipeed porn...
Was all fun and games til my friend revealed his mother was home from Dubai for the first time in months in only 8 hours, and by this time me and the girl wanted time alone. We each hoovered the biggest line of ketamine I have ever sniffed, I stumbled around searching I had my drugs, bag and alcohol, plus water for the 5mile journey through fields, town centre and areas to be quite frank I never even knew existed - I have lived here 20 years.
We took 1.5hrs walking about 50 yards, lay on the road hugging, fell in a patch of grass licking each others faces and laughing at the sheer brilliance of how our drug inspired minds had made outside look better than it ever has on LSD even.
We had by now lost the water and cider and were holding both each others hands walking like some kind of mutilated crab suffering from mad cow disease, we chatted so much shit and both of us peeled each other from the road, pavement and patches of grass - even a roundabout beside a police station several times, at one point it seemed as though we'd fuck there. I at one point felt like we were one being united. It was ego shattering.
After this we were dying for juice, every garage was shut. She took me through "the secret garden" somewhere I never knew existed and still am not too sure where it is. Dragging me to an area of town I was not comfortable with and a house she knew some crazy guy who had water. He took an instant dislike to me and I was sure he was a junkie, planning to stab my eyes out. I begged her to leave but she wanted a cigarette off him. I even begged her to leave and walked out the door. She ran after me and we argued about which way to go, again resulting in me going through a golf course, her dropping her house keys and I'm sure walking twice as far as we should have. We passed a spot where a 4 year old girl had been murdered by her mother just one night before, this gave us both a nasty vibe and we held each other firmly.
We had reached town now though, hoped in a taxi (why didn't we get one from the beggining? Destiny?). After this we stopped to get lucazade, I went into the shop and felt like it was a scene from Fear and Loathing, me the star spangled budgie smuggler and the assistant knowing I was some sort of drug addled teen, mutelated by mass chemical fiending. I looked at her and said "thats all", she smiled almost as if I was mad and she felt threatened. Probably safer that way. I hoped back in the taxi and we arrived at hers, the stairs we practically crawled up and then her flat door led down more stairs before we had reached our destination. She was roaming around like a woman possesed searching for her hash, I told her there was some in my pocket, this did not penetrate, we tripped out on her living room floor before bouncing through to her bedroom.
We lay on her single bed cuddling, I suggested another line of ketamine. the thickness of a cigarette and I'm not sure how much. We went into a deep deep hole. Her head facing away, I thought she was a manican doll! Then she turned around, we kissed. I licked her arms even, back, shoulders, tits and stomach. From here I'm not sure I want to even go into the rest of the detail on a public forum but it was a very bizzare, spiritual and fruitless attempt at sex.
We tried to sleep but couldn't, well me, she could, I pestered her to speak to me and kissed her. Finally I managed an hour or two's rest. I'd no chance of making college now and she had to meet her granny who she hadn't spoke with in a while. We walked to town after she'd showered and my life had never seem more inspired or better, I had not a care in the world. I didn't even look bad, left her at the cafe and went to Subway for a samwich and some juice before getting the bus home and desperately trying to arrange more Ketamine to repeat the experiance. Sadly this is not possible til Monday where I have booked twice as much and intend going to hers at night and repeating similar behavior, hopefully more sucessful sex though.
I have 1g left and intended going to hers again tonight, Friday, to batter it in. I fell asleep at 6pm though and never woke til 10.45pm. Probably aswell as it's my birthday tomorrow, 20 years old and the happiest man alive. Still have 9 high dose pills, 150mg 2c-b, 70mg 2c-i, 2c-b pills and 1g of K. 30 of us hitting town, 2 clubs and a party at my friends after.
I feel utterly inspired, brilliant and have never experianced something so soul binding.
I hope this has been enjoyable to read as it was to write, there's probably still alot missing but it's as accurate as I can be without some kind of non participant observer taking an account while we were there, lol.
Much love bluelight, peace out, Codshit
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Right, this is my first ever trip report. I have never experianced anything like this before and am still trying to piece together the sheer brilliance of it all and how it has changed my perception on life itself.
It began in a local bar, 1pm Thursday afternoon. Me and my friend had gone in to meet my other friend, get drunk, and see if there was anything happening in general. We had done some excellent white MDMA crystal the previous night along with cider and GBL, but we both felt fresh. Some Ketamine arrived in the morning and we sniffed 125mg lines, dabbed some speed and walked my dog in the woods, it was funny and strange in the same instance. We laughed alot
When we arrived 2 boys I know from school and a girl I used to kind of see where there. I had half a gramme of very nice speed, which a few of us dabbed 15-20mg of a time while drinking. Started with double morgans, then aftershocks with each morgans, triple vodka redbulls. I was on the form of my life, life and soul of it all and trying to coerce the girl into sex (although she was having none of it). Eventually we had become too loud and thought it best to head to a more down market pub. One of my friends spewed on the floor and we had an argument about who should clean it with the bar made - he was a drunken customer after all, surely it was her duty to clean it up to a drunken arrogant group of youths?
After this the group split, those most interested in getting fucked up further on top class chemicals got in my mates car and drove to pick up more ecstacy - pink pacha cherries ~ 150mgs of MDMA, and a bag of 2c-i, 2c-b and 3.5gs of Ketamine. At this point we picked up a friend from his house and a girl we used to sesh alot with in the last year or two. All good friends and utterly mad for getting fucked up at mad parties where the only known language is codshit and political discussions of seaweed or rolling around the floor would be seen as more appropriate behavior than saying anything a normal person would concider as appropriate.
We dropped 2 more pills each over the course of a few hours, combined with 6 litres cider between me and the girl, loads of 200mg+ lines of ketamine, some containing 30mg+ of 2c's and chatted utter shit about what it would be like if a dolphin had discovered our passion for milipeed porn...
Was all fun and games til my friend revealed his mother was home from Dubai for the first time in months in only 8 hours, and by this time me and the girl wanted time alone. We each hoovered the biggest line of ketamine I have ever sniffed, I stumbled around searching I had my drugs, bag and alcohol, plus water for the 5mile journey through fields, town centre and areas to be quite frank I never even knew existed - I have lived here 20 years.
We took 1.5hrs walking about 50 yards, lay on the road hugging, fell in a patch of grass licking each others faces and laughing at the sheer brilliance of how our drug inspired minds had made outside look better than it ever has on LSD even.
We had by now lost the water and cider and were holding both each others hands walking like some kind of mutilated crab suffering from mad cow disease, we chatted so much shit and both of us peeled each other from the road, pavement and patches of grass - even a roundabout beside a police station several times, at one point it seemed as though we'd fuck there. I at one point felt like we were one being united. It was ego shattering.
After this we were dying for juice, every garage was shut. She took me through "the secret garden" somewhere I never knew existed and still am not too sure where it is. Dragging me to an area of town I was not comfortable with and a house she knew some crazy guy who had water. He took an instant dislike to me and I was sure he was a junkie, planning to stab my eyes out. I begged her to leave but she wanted a cigarette off him. I even begged her to leave and walked out the door. She ran after me and we argued about which way to go, again resulting in me going through a golf course, her dropping her house keys and I'm sure walking twice as far as we should have. We passed a spot where a 4 year old girl had been murdered by her mother just one night before, this gave us both a nasty vibe and we held each other firmly.
We had reached town now though, hoped in a taxi (why didn't we get one from the beggining? Destiny?). After this we stopped to get lucazade, I went into the shop and felt like it was a scene from Fear and Loathing, me the star spangled budgie smuggler and the assistant knowing I was some sort of drug addled teen, mutelated by mass chemical fiending. I looked at her and said "thats all", she smiled almost as if I was mad and she felt threatened. Probably safer that way. I hoped back in the taxi and we arrived at hers, the stairs we practically crawled up and then her flat door led down more stairs before we had reached our destination. She was roaming around like a woman possesed searching for her hash, I told her there was some in my pocket, this did not penetrate, we tripped out on her living room floor before bouncing through to her bedroom.
We lay on her single bed cuddling, I suggested another line of ketamine. the thickness of a cigarette and I'm not sure how much. We went into a deep deep hole. Her head facing away, I thought she was a manican doll! Then she turned around, we kissed. I licked her arms even, back, shoulders, tits and stomach. From here I'm not sure I want to even go into the rest of the detail on a public forum but it was a very bizzare, spiritual and fruitless attempt at sex.
We tried to sleep but couldn't, well me, she could, I pestered her to speak to me and kissed her. Finally I managed an hour or two's rest. I'd no chance of making college now and she had to meet her granny who she hadn't spoke with in a while. We walked to town after she'd showered and my life had never seem more inspired or better, I had not a care in the world. I didn't even look bad, left her at the cafe and went to Subway for a samwich and some juice before getting the bus home and desperately trying to arrange more Ketamine to repeat the experiance. Sadly this is not possible til Monday where I have booked twice as much and intend going to hers at night and repeating similar behavior, hopefully more sucessful sex though.
I have 1g left and intended going to hers again tonight, Friday, to batter it in. I fell asleep at 6pm though and never woke til 10.45pm. Probably aswell as it's my birthday tomorrow, 20 years old and the happiest man alive. Still have 9 high dose pills, 150mg 2c-b, 70mg 2c-i, 2c-b pills and 1g of K. 30 of us hitting town, 2 clubs and a party at my friends after.
I feel utterly inspired, brilliant and have never experianced something so soul binding.
I hope this has been enjoyable to read as it was to write, there's probably still alot missing but it's as accurate as I can be without some kind of non participant observer taking an account while we were there, lol.
Much love bluelight, peace out, Codshit
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