sorrow.

today, I got the wonderful task of putting a 17 year old girl in a bodi bag, after she jumped in front of a subway. I had to do it because law says soldiers must aid police in lawful acts if requested, and the cops where too squeemish.

reading her suicide note made me cry, and I still am.

fuck the world.

 

That sucks man. Hopefully you can block the images out.
I'd be polishing off a bottle of something right now if that was me.

 

ah, I've seen gore and death, and even killed people. but her note was so sad.

I ended up opiating into oblivion, as I am now.

oh yeah, the cops, EMS, fire dept, transit officals all get councilling. I get jack fucking shit.

and I have to meet her parents and go to her funeral. fuck thats gonna be hard.