I suppose there must be some kind of significant loss due to addiction and that hurts the toll it takes if only acknowledging that would turn the tides hopefully one can stop the crazy train or switch to a safer track and not have to face too much pain and loss for some of us it seems to be the only way we end up wanting to stop to no longer feel this sick and tired.
Glum before it gets cheerful perhaps some seem to never make it out alive though man would also hate to see inside prison walls.
Fraction of what I used to be a fragment been obliterated in a vicious cyclone whirlwind of ups and downs