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Sometimes don't you hate some of the bullshit you have to go through to score!

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Loving You Is Like A Battle

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Like today..I'm at work and decide I'll blow $50. I call a fellow coworker who can get some awesome powder from a foe of mine. She says sure, I'll be there in 30 mins, well 30 mins pass she doesn't show. I call her and say, "I'm waiting on my boyfriend to pick me up and take me to pickup". So I wait, I wanted it for work, to pass the time. Well, she shows up about 2 hrs after she was suppose to arrive, I say "did you get it?"
She says open my purse and get it, leave the money in there. I pick the bag up, and say "this powder?" She says, "nope, he was out he only had rock". I'm fairly disapointed at this time, but decide to take it anyway.
She leaves I smoke it all in the bathroom, of course I want more. Well a fairly well known drug dealer walks in and we talk and he says "Got a shit load of rock if you want some, im stayin in room 229". So the minute I get off I'm in his room...and about 2hrs later im in his bathroom, $300 up in smoke and I'm feelin pretty stupid.
The point of the story is, if my coworker would have came through w/ powder I wouldn't feel completly stupid and $300 in the hole. Now I know why I hate rock. Did I learn my lesson? No, cause I can promise you all I'll be doin it again shortly.
 
Excuse me for stating the obvious, but you seem like you have big problems. This thread and your other one about what you've done to get drugs make it totally clear that somethings very wrong with your life, unless your dream in life is to be a hopeless crackhead. I'm sorry if this sounds like im attacking you or whatever, I just encourage you to really think hard if blowing $300 in one random night on the type of drug you originally didn't want, but took anyway because you were desperate. And whay it dosnet seem to bother you that you know you'll do it again sometime soon. If this is really what you want to do for the rest of your life go ahead- otherwize think about trying to help yourself...
 
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