Hey, this is my first post, so bear with me, I just couldn't find anything else on this so I figured I would ask Bluelight. Oh and if this is the wrong section, will a mod please move this? Thanks. Here we go:
So I went looking for acid, because I really wanted to try a powerful psychedelic drug, and after about 3 failed attempts, I found something promising. My friend gave me the acid, and I took it promptly. I walked to my house and I took a shower (takes around 20-30 minutes), and once I got out, I noticed a deep balance disruption so I laid on my bed and waited for it to fully kick in.
It did. Hard. I started hearing things as if they were slowed down, and then they catch up by going really fast. At this point my jaw is permanently clenched and I have a manic smile plastered on my face, and I stare at my blanket until it turns into a billion different strands and runs away. This is about when I experienced full ego death. I didn't matter because there was something bigger than me, but I thought this in a strange way, as if all at once and reflexively, not actively thinking. I think I also passed out here.
When I came to, I believe an hour passed, and I was really paranoid about my parents finding out, and I am scared of everything, so I hide underneath my blanket. I want help, but I don't know how to get it, and I am really scared at this point and sought help from different people but I couldn't enunciate myself well enough to get it, and I also noticed that I had many many spots on my body that had absolutely no feeling at all, which scared me even more.
My friend tells me once I come down a bit that I took two hits. He forgot to tell me to break the blotter in half. It was a light red and light blue blotter, rectangular with a white middle. The taste was unbelievably bitter and made my tongue go numb and it also caused everything I ate drank or breathed to taste just as bitter. Imagine the drip of a pill insufflated but thousands of times worse. The bitterness lasted around 15 minutes. The mental confounding nature of the drug lasted for about 18 hours, I was unable to keep a stable train of thought for that long. My main question is, does this actually sound like a very bad first acid trip or is it a different drug?
So I went looking for acid, because I really wanted to try a powerful psychedelic drug, and after about 3 failed attempts, I found something promising. My friend gave me the acid, and I took it promptly. I walked to my house and I took a shower (takes around 20-30 minutes), and once I got out, I noticed a deep balance disruption so I laid on my bed and waited for it to fully kick in.
It did. Hard. I started hearing things as if they were slowed down, and then they catch up by going really fast. At this point my jaw is permanently clenched and I have a manic smile plastered on my face, and I stare at my blanket until it turns into a billion different strands and runs away. This is about when I experienced full ego death. I didn't matter because there was something bigger than me, but I thought this in a strange way, as if all at once and reflexively, not actively thinking. I think I also passed out here.
When I came to, I believe an hour passed, and I was really paranoid about my parents finding out, and I am scared of everything, so I hide underneath my blanket. I want help, but I don't know how to get it, and I am really scared at this point and sought help from different people but I couldn't enunciate myself well enough to get it, and I also noticed that I had many many spots on my body that had absolutely no feeling at all, which scared me even more.
My friend tells me once I come down a bit that I took two hits. He forgot to tell me to break the blotter in half. It was a light red and light blue blotter, rectangular with a white middle. The taste was unbelievably bitter and made my tongue go numb and it also caused everything I ate drank or breathed to taste just as bitter. Imagine the drip of a pill insufflated but thousands of times worse. The bitterness lasted around 15 minutes. The mental confounding nature of the drug lasted for about 18 hours, I was unable to keep a stable train of thought for that long. My main question is, does this actually sound like a very bad first acid trip or is it a different drug?
