Someone stole my car radio so now I just sit in silence

Well I have a job as a server. But I'm spending 60-80 dollars worth of heroin a day. So I am working to support my habit. I'm going to try and switch over to suboxone stommorow afternoon. I have Xanax and weed to help do it. I think I can for at least enough time to pay my debt off to the bank for 300 dollars. Then I'll be back to even.

I've been on a hell of a 3 month binge. My arms look like shit and I'm having a hell of a time registering shots. And even when I do I rears.y get very high so I'm basically on heroin maintenance. So I'm going to try and cut way back on the smack.

 

I was very briefly a "waiter's assistant" at Botega/Highlands in B'ham on Highland Ave. It was very stressful and it seemed like I was surrounded by people with all kinds of drugs. Pills (oxy, demerol, and others) were very popular then. Aloe, Vitamin E oil, etc. is good for healing the marks. Good luck with the suboxone. It sounds like you're ready for a break.

 

Yeah man botega is a nice place. And serving is a somewhat stessful job for sure. I tried jumping back to sub this morning but I was too sick to cope so I went and got some bags instead. I don't even know what to do anymore.