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Hi Everybody,

I just ordered some Etizolam from some site I never heard of and now I'm thinking that was a dumb thing to do.

I got it because I have anxiety and can't sleep and I hate Ambien.

The issue is I have lupus and I take all sorts of prescription meds on a daily basis including prednisone, gabapentin, tramadol, plaquenil, plus Advil and Tylenol as needed.

I'm not sure if taking some foreign made benzo type drug is the best idea, but I feel kind of desperate. Whenever I talk to my doctor about anti-anxiety meds she tells me my anxiety is caused by the prednisone and I just need to deal.

It's been 12 years. I'd like to feel completely relaxed at least once before I die. Being relaxed and comfortable is at the top of my bucket list.

The only other thing I ever ordered online before was kratom and that did help with my pain & anxiety but only for a really short time and that stuff is just nasty.

I wish I could find a legal herbal remedy, not weed, because it's illegal here, that would help with my pain and anxiety.
 
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Welcome to BL!

I can't tell you what to do. I have autoimmune issues myself. I'm sorry you are struggling, it's not easy. Adding an additional drug like that with all the others I would talk to a doctor about. Please be careful.

You might find some relief from some advice in Other Drugs. Use the search engine on here and you also might find some threads specific to the drug you are asking about. Please let me know if you need any help with the site.

~ Smoky
 
Hi Limo,

I also suffer from health issues which cause chronic pain...PLEASE feel free to get in touch with me if you ever want to talk about it. I totally understand where you're coming from. I recently purchassed Phenibut myself, in yet another attempt to find something to help me. I have a lot of anxiety as well. So far I have used it pretty sparingly, as I have read a lot of horror stories regarding tolerance/dependence/withdrawal, and I'm not looking to add to my problems lol.

welcome, and do your research/stay safe. Again, if you ever want to talk, we can email (as newbies we cannot yet PM). I would be happy to listen and share my own experiences as well. Chronic pain and health problems are a BITCH.

Peace.
 
Etizolam is effective, yet I have found that of all benzodiazepines I have tried, it is the most tiring. It is best suited for evenings.

If your doctor is telling you to 'just deal', then you may want to seek another opinion.
 
I am doing better. Not hurting as much as I was the other day. The etizest pills I ordered arrived yesterday. They looked real and were in blister packs. I was pretty anxious last night and couldn't sleep so I got my courage up and took a 1mg pill. It knocked me right out but then I was groggy all day today.

I'm seeing the doctor tomorrow and I think I'll just ask the doctor for Ambien. I don't like Ambien much because it's kind of tricky. If I don't immediately lie down and close my eyes and go to sleep right after I take it then I'll have a paradoxical effect and will end up staying up all night watching the same YouTube video over and over again.

And ambien does does nothing for my anxiety.

But Ambien is a legal FDA approved drug and this little experiment with buying etizolam kind of stressed me out. It was simple enough to do it but I was worried I'd get fake pills or a SWAT team would storm into my house or something.
 
Etizolam is not illegal, at least not in the states - it is not even covered under the analogue act.
 
Right. It's not illegal in my state & that's why I ordered it but I have anxiety issues so I still worried about being arrested anyway :)
 
I would have been worried too lol.

So, you liked it but it made you sleepy?

Have you taken xanax? Does it compare to xanax at all in your opinion?

Hope you are having a good evening :)

Peace.
 
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Have you ever tried cannabis? Would you consider moving for access?

I've heard of people having incredible results with cannabis, and if you're not in control with that cocktail of meds, there's clearly an issue.
 
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