weed-meen
Bluelighter
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- Jan 17, 2010
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Hi all,
wanted to ask what the reason for the unpleasant come down might be?
And just to be clear, now i'm doing it solely to self-medicate ADHD and not get high off my ass..
The way it happens for for the past couple of times is that like 30 minutes after the effects have come up and I feel awesome it kinda all suddenly seems "bad and evil" and useless... and from that point I don't experience the euphoria anymore or at least anywhere near the levels i did at the first 30 minutes.
This is the second time now this has happened, (last time I did amph was last year and the effects were the same)
First half hour is great, and then it just kinda seems pointless, i mean i get that depressive kind of feeling.
P.s am not suffering from a depression or anything, am self-diagnosed ADHD (but i'm haha more than 99% sure I have it) am 20 yrs old male, and since last year when i previously last tried amph i've improved my overall health a lot by exercising, changing my diet in a very positive way and am also taking supplements 5-htp, sam-e, fish oil.. but the "kinda useless depressive not worth it feeling" is still here now as i'm writing this.
Ohh and another thing, the doses are small, but seeing how I buy from the streets I obviously don't know the purity but now i tried 1/8th of a half a gram orally (if the common understanding is correct that street amph has around 15% purity if good means i've taken roughly
10 mg of amphetamine, and for the first 30 mins of effects the euphoria was pretty profound and awesome, but now it subsided yet again and am feeling like i shouldn't of done the amph. And seeing how i want to use it for legit purposes of managing adhd I just don't wanna be feeling "worse" than baseline when taking amph... and i shouldn't also have any kind of allergy or what not towards it cause i've done amph it the past, like 15 times in my life in total, but all those times before were purely recreational, and sometimes up to a gram of "supposed amphetamine" was snorted, so maybe now i'm just feeling what it is to take a low dose of amph and the previous euphoric feelnigs i've felt before when i snorted recreationally were due to the mega high dose and this "kinda useless making feeling" is a normal part of a small amph dose.
I just wanna know how i could maybe change this and if it's normal.
wanted to ask what the reason for the unpleasant come down might be?
And just to be clear, now i'm doing it solely to self-medicate ADHD and not get high off my ass..
The way it happens for for the past couple of times is that like 30 minutes after the effects have come up and I feel awesome it kinda all suddenly seems "bad and evil" and useless... and from that point I don't experience the euphoria anymore or at least anywhere near the levels i did at the first 30 minutes.
This is the second time now this has happened, (last time I did amph was last year and the effects were the same)
First half hour is great, and then it just kinda seems pointless, i mean i get that depressive kind of feeling.
P.s am not suffering from a depression or anything, am self-diagnosed ADHD (but i'm haha more than 99% sure I have it) am 20 yrs old male, and since last year when i previously last tried amph i've improved my overall health a lot by exercising, changing my diet in a very positive way and am also taking supplements 5-htp, sam-e, fish oil.. but the "kinda useless depressive not worth it feeling" is still here now as i'm writing this.
Ohh and another thing, the doses are small, but seeing how I buy from the streets I obviously don't know the purity but now i tried 1/8th of a half a gram orally (if the common understanding is correct that street amph has around 15% purity if good means i've taken roughly
10 mg of amphetamine, and for the first 30 mins of effects the euphoria was pretty profound and awesome, but now it subsided yet again and am feeling like i shouldn't of done the amph. And seeing how i want to use it for legit purposes of managing adhd I just don't wanna be feeling "worse" than baseline when taking amph... and i shouldn't also have any kind of allergy or what not towards it cause i've done amph it the past, like 15 times in my life in total, but all those times before were purely recreational, and sometimes up to a gram of "supposed amphetamine" was snorted, so maybe now i'm just feeling what it is to take a low dose of amph and the previous euphoric feelnigs i've felt before when i snorted recreationally were due to the mega high dose and this "kinda useless making feeling" is a normal part of a small amph dose.
I just wanna know how i could maybe change this and if it's normal.