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Some questions after losing my MDMA virginity

Rio Fantastic

Rio Fantastic

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I recently did my very first Es. I can now say that I fully understand what people mean when they talk about the "magic" - it was freaking MINDBLOWING. Probably one of the most amazing nights of my life, so amazing that I want to prevserve how magical this chemical can be by treating it with as much respect as possible. I'm planning on waiting 3 months in between rolls (beleieve me I'll be counting the days haha) and I also used and plan on using antioxidants before and after rolling. Anything else I can do to preserve the magic and try to ensure I don't lose it?

Also, the pattern of stimulation I had was somewhat strange. When the first pill kicked in, I got some minor stimulation but nothing major, and was mainly just loving the peak/empathetic effects. When the second pill kicked in, I felt very talkative but almost sedated during the incredible peak, like I just wanted to sit back and take in all of the magic. However, after the main peak had subsided I felt myself getting more and more stimulated (very pleasurably, may I add), whereas when the 2 people I was rolling with were just chilled I was the most hyper I'd been all evening, with my thoughts racing and I couldn't stay still or even shut up for very long. Does anyone else get stimulated like this but after the peak? Is there a reason this happened to me and not the other two who were rolling with me?
 
The best advice I can think of for not "losing the magic" is to avoid MDMA binges and to not worry too much about losing the magic. Just enjoy your roll and have fun!!!!!

The stuff about stimulation after the peak is pretty common. During the peak, I am usually in lala land (I often don't even feel like talking all that much - especially if I do a lot of MDMA), but when I come down a bit, I still feel like talking to people etc.
 
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^ This.

5-HTP is a good supplement to post-load with as a lot of people find it helps with the comedown and post-roll depression. Not everyone gets those after effects though. My last roll I got a harsh comedown due to a meth bomb that I consumed (I enjoy meth so it wasnt bad) and I did get post-roll depression from consuming 5 total pills with basically no tolerance. That was before I had gotten any 5-HTP so I didnt have it available. If youre wondering about what supplements are good for pre/post loading, check this out: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/search.php?searchid=6417610. Lots of good info there.

MDMA affects everyone differently. Some people feel completely sedated the whole time, and some feel completely hyper the whole time. Im one that gets sedated for some of the roll, unless I consume more than 3 pills which is when I feel pretty stimulated. Like Levictus said, the stimulation after the peak is common so its nothing to worry about unless you dont like the stimulation. Like I said, MDMA affects everyone differently.

Glad to hear you had a great time :)
 
Thats how mdma acts when it wears off. Serotonin release causes people to feel slightly "amp'd" up.

Rio Fantastic said:
I recently did my very first Es. I can now say that I fully understand what people mean when they talk about the "magic" - it was freaking MINDBLOWING. Probably one of the most amazing nights of my life, so amazing that I want to prevserve how magical this chemical can be by treating it with as much respect as possible. I'm planning on waiting 3 months in between rolls (beleieve me I'll be counting the days haha) and I also used and plan on using antioxidants before and after rolling. Anything else I can do to preserve the magic and try to ensure I don't lose it?

Also, the pattern of stimulation I had was somewhat strange. When the first pill kicked in, I got some minor stimulation but nothing major, and was mainly just loving the peak/empathetic effects. When the second pill kicked in, I felt very talkative but almost sedated during the incredible peak, like I just wanted to sit back and take in all of the magic. However, after the main peak had subsided I felt myself getting more and more stimulated (very pleasurably, may I add), whereas when the 2 people I was rolling with were just chilled I was the most hyper I'd been all evening, with my thoughts racing and I couldn't stay still or even shut up for very long. Does anyone else get stimulated like this but after the peak? Is there a reason this happened to me and not the other two who were rolling with me?
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first of all well done!!!
second, id say every three months will do the job, but just watch how many you consume. if you feel like youve "lost the magic" taking more isnt gonna make it come back, its just gonna fuck you up.
 
good luck waiting 3 months haha thats gonna be a real toughy:\

but i think if ur true to urself and actually wait 3 months than you dont need to worry about losing the magic.
 
welcome to the magical world of rolling! you're much wiser than I was, when I first discovered rolling I wanted to roll every weekend (and I did.) I think that one thing you should do to retain the magic is to, in between rolls, think back on your first roll and make lists of things you didn't do the first time that you'd like to try the second time. Maybe you didn't get the chance to enjoy a bubble bath on your first roll, those are always fun. Maybe you want to go to the beach and let the sand run through your toes. Think of all the fun, sensual things you can do while rolling and make lists. Anticipation of your next roll will keep the magic alive. It always has for me.
 
Id say to set a rule right now. From my very first time rolling i told myself never more than once every 30 days. I have yet to notice any loss in magic. I would advise taking breaks from 30-90 days. After a couple weeks the cravings are easily manageable (atleast for me). The most important thing to remember though is to not let MDMA control you. MDMA is not a drug you want to abuse.
 
^^^ why not? the shits awesome

dont roll 2 days in a row but a 2 week period is OKAY sometimes.
 
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^^not really.

i rolled once every 2 weeks for about 6 weeks and it gave me mad anxiety n mood swings. and i take REALLY good care of myself, so i cant imagine how much worse it would be if i wasnt such a health-nut.
 
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^^^ why not? the shits awesome

dont roll 2 days in a row but a 2 week period is OKAY sometimes.
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No. The recommended minimum is 30 days but the most recommended by Shulgin is 90 days. Sure, if you do that once it might be fine but dont suggest it to people because it all depends on their brain chemistry. I was fine rolling every weekend but I know some people that have trouble rolling 3 weeks apart. Everyone is different when it comes to drugs, especially MDMA.
 
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