Nothing makes sense today...or yesterday...I don't normally post here, but I feel like I have to get all this out.....I sit here, with tears running down my face as I have been for the past hours, going nowhere, planted, glued to the TV or computer...I look at pictures of myself in front of, and in the World Trade Center not even 6 months ago....I remeber the feeling of pure amazement, looking upward, not being able to see the ends of the enourmous twin towers and thinking to myself....wow.....
I think of the friends, families and poor victims of this tragedy...The brave firefighters, young and healthy, just like everyone else who died yesterday..DOING THEIR JOBS! I see the innocent, so desperate people jumping for their lives, as not to be burned to death, or crushed.....I remember Tiff, a friend of mine, who just moved back to NYC after graduation, who is missing....I remeber my mom's friend, who was a flight attendant on Flight 11.......and I cry....
Violence, while revenge is one everyones mind, is NOT the answer...but we have to do something.....that something for now, for me, is pray......I'm sorry.....I just had to post.......
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"...I really don't mind what happens now and then, as long as you'll be my friend in the end..." -"Kryptonite" Three Doors Down
"cause it's always raining in my head...Forget all the things I SHOULD have said..." Epiphany, Staind