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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v9 ~ Kreppel/Doughnut appreciation Plaza - Token bowls

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Coraline said:
My hubby won't let me decorate the house for Halloween. He says its worshiping the devil.

I am going trick or treating with my kids. I will not take that away from them.

I'm going as a sexy gothic vampire.

My hubby can be the devil in the house. :)
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so..

when did you figure out your husband is a nutjob?
 
laCster said:
i supplemented with rigorous exercise though, and i feel good. how's everyone else's day been?
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keep trollin', trollin', trollin', WHAT!

my days been alright apart from nursing a fucking splitting headache. i just shot some morphine and took 20mg more valium which has brought me some more relief so things can only get better here on in.

i've got a bowl of beef stroganoff in front of me ready to be devoured. nomnomnoms.
 
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tokenname said:
so..

when did you figure out your husband is a nutjob?
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I figured it out about 2 months ago. He also has a bad memory. I mean bad.
Idk if things will work out this time. But he does love me. He believe that thing happened. We are going to counciling.

I'm working on getting my life together. My old DON is getting me a easy job. He knows about me and the meds I take. He is really cool. He will work with my back issues. Even buy me a special chair with company money. No he ain't trying to date me or anything. We are friends.

I think my hubbies issues stem from him having a crazy mom.
 
cloudy said:
The therapeutic (or recreational) benefits associated with benzodiazepines vary from individual to individual with some having a higher prevalence than others of being the most common type of effects seen
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fo' sure, man. i barely use xanax as it's not really what i look for in a benzo; long acting, great anxiolytic and muscle relaxant properties and the ability to still function even on high doses. however if i'm looking to get messy it ticks all the boxes:D
 
Coraline said:
I think my hubbies issues stem from him having a crazy mom.
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i think my bf's issues stem from him being fucking crazy..
but i dunno..
his mom's pretty crazy, too. ;)

good luck love. <3
i hope everything works out perfectly!
you deserve it.
 
tentram said:
fo' sure, man. i barely use xanax as it's not really what i look for in a benzo; long acting, great anxiolytic and muscle relaxant properties and the ability to still function even on high doses. however if i'm looking to get messy it ticks all the boxes:D
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For long acting opioids I like them to be solidly relaxing/muscle relaxing, only needed to be dosed once in the day (possible a smaller additional dose 2 hours before bed), moderate anxiolytic, and whatever else I'm forgetting. Of the benzos I've had that was diazepam.
 
diazepam is my favorite of the few benzos ive tried. Only one that actually seemed recreational.

They need to make higher mg pills though. At least 20 mg.
 
guhh just took some dramamine and a bunch of sleep supplements and im hoping that they work, cause if they dont, than the next few hours will be hell, and the next day wont be any better. i took low doses, and finished 6 hours ago with a 30-40mg bump (second highest dose of the night, highest being 80mg, which still didnt get me too spun, just stimulated) the nausea is horrible, my headache is fairly strong, and i have an unknown amount of meth (between a .5 and a .75, so a lot) which i could easily take to temporarily mask the negative effects, but in a few hours, more meth wont make me feel any better, only sick.

*sigh* well wish me luck, if anybodys still awake

here goes
 
Bigfanofthemdrugs said:
guhh just took some dramamine and a bunch of sleep supplements and im hoping that they work, cause if they dont, than the next few hours will be hell, and the next day wont be any better. i took low doses, and finished 6 hours ago with a 30-40mg bump (second highest dose of the night, highest being 80mg, which still didnt get me too spun, just stimulated) the nausea is horrible, my headache is fairly strong, and i have an unknown amount of meth (between a .5 and a .75, so a lot) which i could easily take to temporarily mask the negative effects, but in a few hours, more meth wont make me feel any better, only sick.

*sigh* well wish me luck, if anybodys still awake

here goes
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Good luck man!
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
90 minutes until the Always Sunny season premiere :D
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I saw Mac (Rob McElhenny) on my street when his crew was shooting the pilot for a new series of his! I so wanted to say hi, but the director was fucking up and he looked kinda pissed, so I didn't wanna be that fan who annoyed him. I should have shaken his hand, looked him in the eye, and told him his work is amazing.

I have to say, stars really are smaller when you see them in person, he just looked like a regular dude, very humble. I was standing around like 2-3 feet from him since I chatted up the security guard, so it was chill.

About to brew up my first batch of opium tea ever, I bought a packet of poppy seeds at a local supermarket and they smell earthy and the color is right! I'm only doing 1 oz, since it is strictly for pain management, not for getting high, and because these seeds look completely unwashed, with tiny bits of straw and pod in them. :sus:
 
ErgicMergic said:
I saw Mac (Rob McElhenny) on my street when his crew was shooting the pilot for a new series of his! I so wanted to say hi, but the director was fucking up and he looked kinda pissed, I didn't wanna be that fan who annoyed him. I should have shaken his hand, looked him in the eye, and told him his work is amazing.

I have to say, stars really are smaller when you see them in person, I was standing around like 2-3 feet from him since I chatted up the security guards, so it was chill.
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One of the many perks to living in southern California. %)
 
"...and then, just as Hunter was about to drift off into a warm, restful sleep, the nausea took hold, and suddenly, taking all those pills on a completely empty and churning stomach didnt seem like such a great idea."

the bag of ice on the top of the shelf in front of my bed is begging to be snorted, but i know better than to redose.

CH, EM, how you guys doing tonight? did u get any of the bizarre weather changes today that we had here on the coast? raining heavily one minute, unbearably hot the next, and then suddenly youre hit by a powerful gust of cold wind. it was weird experiencing that while on oxy and meth, i didnt even notice how bizarre it was until i sobered up a little bit. LA is a weird fuckin place.

these supplements seem to have caused a bit of respiratory depression, but nothing too intense. when i try to sleep, i feel as though i will drift off at a moments notice, but i never fall asleep.
 
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^ Dude, it was ridiculously hot in the Valley, got up to 106 the other weekend, and now today it's been like 60 degrees all day, so ridiculous. :?

Even worse, my dad has a heart attack if you touch the AC or heater unless we're dying of heat or freezing... 8(

Myself, imma shake up that ounce of seeds in water since I haven't had any painkillers or Kratom for a few days. 60mg DXM + poppy seed tea, here we go!

NSFW:
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Captain.Heroin said:
One of the many perks to living in southern California. %)
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Seriously, it's amazing how many films and shows are filmed in the Valley or Burbank. I'll be watching a movie that's set in a city other than LA, and I'll be like... holy shit, that's Balboa Blvd! 8)
 
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