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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v8. Tokenname <3 XXXYYY ~ Please Report To The Principals Office.

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Going back inpatient to the BHC...self-admit this time...hope I can get in tomorrow...wish me luck guys...I'll just repost what I wrote in BDD and hide it if you want to see the reasons...

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Jktm said:
Going back inpatient tomorrow if I can get in...Just had a nervous breakdown, and I have been entertaining the thought of suicide again more recently...Not to mention, my trip to the ER today kinda broke the camel's back...

Started out with just a little nausea which escalated to abdominal pain, which then became severe to the point it put me into a panic attack...

I started heading towards the urgent care clinic, and before I got out of my hometown (about 20 minutes from the clinic), my arms, legs, hands, and feet started going numb. At this point I put on my flashers, and started heading for the ER instead, doing about 95-100 weaving through traffic and running red lights-probably why the panic attack started getting worse.

I get about 5 miles from the hospital and my hands started closing up from lack of oxygen and I started to freak the fuck out (never had that happen in a panic attack before-at least not to the point that I couldn't use will power to hold them back) and pulled into the nearest gas station and had paramedics come pick me up...

BP was 168/90 (and I'm on clonidine for withdrawals atm and run low normally anyway, so that's bad for me) and my heart rate was 120-130 (as opposed to the 80 it normally is)...Got there, had to wait an hour to be seen, but the doc did me right (while I was there at least) and gave me a shot of morphine, ativan, phenergan, and protonix (not enough to feel a high or a rush even though lol)...they ran a CT of my abdomen and pelvis with dye, but it came back inconclusive...one of the paramedics thought that it could have been a drug interaction between tramadol, effexor, and zyprexa (which I fucking hate even more than seroquel)...

But because of my "intentional (not intentional, but didn't care what happened)" multi-drug "overdose (blackout and piss on the floor and fall over in it)" was sent home with 6...yes that's right SIX tramadol Rx'ed 1 tablet BID...HAHAHA! I laugh at that shit...that's like one dose...

But anyways...ya'll take care BDD, I should be out within a week...
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Thanks for the well-wishes Tri...btw...this thread has me confused...

So do you have a stick or a slit down there? lmao
 
Jktm said:
Thanks for the well-wishes Tri...btw...this thread has me confused...

So do you have a stick or a slit down there? lmao
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He has a very large stick. He has a stick like a Ferrai
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And he happens to enjoy pie :)
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waddup ODG's?

i'm ready to get my partay on tomorrow night. i haven't been out to a party in god knows how long so it's due time to let my hair down, freak myself and a few other people out and get laid. me thinks!

what's everyone's plans this weekend? quiet friday night here, saving it for tomorrow after work.
 
My plans envolves fishing and swimming. We got the boat back with a brand me motor so I'm ready to get a little more tan and catch a large fish or small fish as long as something bites.

I plain on getting laid too. I had a stupid fight with my hubby this morning over his pay check. It was calculating and the way we were viewing his over time and double time on his next check. Actually we were both right and was trying to get our point across to each other. It was like comparing apples to oranges. He had a day of time and a 1/2 and a day of double time. It equaled 12 reg pay hrs. He was say it equaled something else but still came out to the same amount of money. My way was simpler. Thats probabley why he didnt get it. If that makes since. So make up sex is the best. I can't wait.
 
^^why does everybody say that?^^
i have NEVER had good make up sex..ever.
feels so left out. :?

hope it's good for you tho ;)
 
Zoeylynn said:
He has a very large stick. He has a stick like a Ferrai
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And he happens to enjoy pie :)
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tokenname said:
puts a $50 down on option A...

hope you feel better doug.
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Jktm said:
Thanks for the well-wishes Tri...btw...this thread has me confused...

So do you have a stick or a slit down there? lmao
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LOL U ALREADY KNOW DOE
tokenname said:
^^why does everybody say that?^^
i have NEVER had good make up sex..ever.
feels so left out. :?

hope it's good for you tho ;)
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I hate when you feel left out :(
 
What's going on with everyone in OD tonight? Things are rather quiet over in SO. Think I'll have to stop in here and post for a while.
 
Zoeylynn said:
Wow. That made me depressed. All you need is for it to be New Years Eve and having a noise maker in your mouth.

Or be named Bill Dauterive.
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i find it more depressing that i know who bill dauterive is.
 
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YEAAHHHH. IT AIN'T WHERE YA FROM, IT'S HOW YA CUM.

WOOP WOOP THAT'S THE SOUND OF THe POLICE
WOOP WOOP NIGGAS BE ACTIVE IN THESE STREETS.


It ain't pretty out here it's ugly, one of the first cities in California to go bankrupt.
 
Hehe.... I couldn't think of the toys name and was too lazy to google it.

I loved that series, King of the Hill, too bad they made Peggy dumber and dumber as the seasons went on. The first one or 2 she was as smart as a whip. Then next ones she was a hair smarter than Luanne.
 
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