Well, I'm not buying anything yet. Have to wait till I get a call back from my doc. I either have to go in for a quick apt. or he may just write up the script and I can grab/fill tomorrow. The heroin, I'm not sure when I'll be getting some next. Probably wont be till thursday at the earliest.
I plan on staying on methadone for another year or two atleast. It legitly does help my neurological conditions, and I have been getting a lot better at taking my meds correctly, which I'm proud of. So, I'll probably stay a partial addict for a while, but yeah, when I move no more heroin, no more recreational opioid use.
I really am tempted to change my plans of moving back to NC and move to Washington or similar. But I dunno. One of the reasons for me moving back to NC is so I can finish up my chemistry BS.