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Harm Reduction (Social) OD Social v.6 (VI) - It's okay eat fish, cos they don't have any feelings

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me.

i've been fuckin with these red bars that remind me of fat xanny bars but they're not xanax, i usually don't take things i don't know what they are but my friend had a bag of them and was poppin them all weekend so i figured no harm in trying them, they are a crazy good muscle relaxer whatever they are. 2 of em and i can lay back on the couch with my feet up and have no muscle tension in me at all INCLUDING my back which i take tramadol and zanaflex for but these help a bit too. About to run out tho :(

How was everyones weekend?
I know i haven't posted in a while but im back now.. i had some shit to do and i checked the forum daily but didn't have time to post. i live with my grandparents and i take care of them and one had a stroke recently so i was glad when i at least got to chill with my friends this weekend. But my family member is feeling better so i can relax for a bit..

/life story lol
 
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holy shit wierd.. i posted the edit including the part about my grandmothers stroke b4 seeing that you posted that i swear, sorry to hear that.. i know how hard it can be, trust me.

At first they tried to say she was having a migraine and i said fuck you go back to school, i even know this isn't a migraine and im just a street pharmacist lol.
 
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sorry to hear that, i donno what im gonna do (seriously) when my g-parents pass away.. i live with them and do chores and help them and in return they pay my bills and provide a house for me to live in. I'm fucked when they are gone unless disability finally accepts me and i get money from them. Besides i love them! lol
 
I've been watching Moonshineres on discovery and it made me be proud to have tasted plenty of moonshine (your regular corn shine as well as fruit brandy shine). Considering I went to college in the Appalachian Mountains, not really a surprise. Wish I had some shine right now.
 
Word, Cloudy. I lived in TN and got to taste PLENTY of moonshine. That shit is delicious in a very sadistic kind of way.

....But, I know I haven't posted in a bit, I'm still alive. Kind of. I start a new job next week though, so that's legit.


Miss you all. <3
 
When I'm alone, I think way too fucking much. Which more often then not, leads to an almost suicidal depression.

Sup, y'all?
 
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When I'm alone, I think way too fucking much. Which more often then not, leads to an almost suicidal depression.

Sup, y'all?
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Do you occupy your time?

I've found re-discovering my love of reading and playing guitar kicked me out of that rut.
 
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Do you occupy your time?

I've found re-discovering my love of reading and playing guitar kicked me out of that rut.
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Yeah man, I read.. write..build computers for people, do yard work, etc, etc.

...I can be doing anything, and even be focused on it. I just start thinking. Like, with my old job... on the way home AFTER work, it was the worst. I'd have 30-45 minutes of just "silent" time, and all I would do is think.

I need to figure something out, ASAP.

PS: someone wanna let me borrow $200 so I can keep on with my sub program? lol. just joking!
 
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