guy ive have gone from opiate addiction to meth addiction,to the stage where iv'ing half weights daily.Ive also gone from a severe speed habbit of shooting weights of some of the best base you would have ever seen,but to be honest the withdrawls and agony i used to go thru from my habit on the gear really did kill me.The pain and hanging out i went thru of not having a shot.to the time on methadine,well it was a long time,going to get dosed and every few week dropping it down,till finally after a year n a half of telling myself ,yeah im gonna kick it finally now,then what happens, u go back to the everyday routing,of trying t ease the pain again,just having a bit,then what happens u fall back in to that dreaded cycle again........time passes n u r back in the clinic again you have just gone back to the way of life u have tried to kick, its a cycle aand its fucked...but second time rounfd im determined, not going therenot again,so i have now discovered meth...same deal everyday whenever i coud get it,wham! but to all u people saying meth ain bad addictio..it is.but nowhere near what the people using opiates go thru to kick....meth gas seed whatever u wanna call it,i fucked myself on it all, but now its taken me quite a few years to get me to where i am now,i used to crave the gear,the rush of the b the long lasting sex of the ice.....but i honestly do have feelings for the guys trying to kick the smack happit,they do suffer.guys or should i say girls i dont know nowadays what the pharmacies,or if they can do to help all the speed freaks out,but i cant be much to help with the physical and psycological damage cause to opiate users,and most they cant help they r in that cycle and many wish they werent but hey i hope they ge their lifes back....they r all human afterall...
Sorrry but thats my fucked life experience,hope alot of u guys dont do the same....