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So I did MDMA again today

My first and only time doing mdma (leading to a longterm comedown 5 months now) was not very fun. I got high and it was okay at best.

I took the exact same does (200 mg) and exact same substance as two other friends.

They both had a wonderful time on it and were fine after a week or so.

Shitty luck, huh?
 
(Note: to people currently experiencing problems, staying off of the internet and BL. Avoiding scary MDMA and DP/DR stories has been extremely therapeutic as I am sure if I came on here two days ago when I was freaking out about another 6-8 months of DP/DR, it would have only made things worse for me.)
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another fear filled thread going down. :|
 
Dawglaw said:
I am interested in what has caused this as well. Again my opinion is just that. I am not a neurologist - I have no clue what the true cause is.

I have done other drugs without issue - coke, Norco, prescription amphetamines, ethanol.

MDMA, for whatever reason, has caused a resurgence in anxiety that I had not experienced since the beginning of my bad comedown.

So far I'm handling it much much better than the last time but after feeling great for six months and getting a bunch of anxiety with spouts of DR and vision issues really isn't much fun.

I will NEVER touch any drug in this class again. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me.
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Yo Dawglaw, how does smoking weed effect you?
 
Think doing mushrooms again will ever be a possibility of the future?
 
3 weeks in and I am doing fine. There still is a bit of background stress/anxiety that sometimes manifests itself as slight DR but as I have been through it before, it does not bother me and I don't really notice it unless I check in to see if I feel weird.

I am SUPER SUPER sensitive to caffeine. I drank a coffee this morning and felt like shit (blurry vision and DR) until I went to the gym.

Booze has not been a problem for me. I have taken a few norcos with no problem. I have smoked some weak sativa with no problems. I took a dexadrine xr for a long night of work, it gave me some DR but no long term issues.

Pmz - no, I am done fucking around with anything except booze, and the very rare indulgence of weed and/or weak opiates.

About 7 years ago in college, I smoked a lot of weed, too much to be honest. I started getting real shitty anxiety so I ended up quitting. I didn't smoke weed for about 5 years. After about 6 months into my comedown and really working on my life to get rid of any demons in my closet that could be holding me back from recovering, I was able to enjoy weed again with no anxiety or paranoia.

I do not smoke that often but when I do, it doesn't bother me that much.
 
Hi guys! i am on my 3rd month long term comedown experiencing anxiety, derealization and some mild cognitive impairment.

Everyday I experience the same cycle, I wake up anxious, spaced out with some derealization and as the day progresses I end up feeling almost fine close to 100% me at night. In the morning I have social anxiety where is even hard for me to come out of home but then usually after 7pm I feel good again, sharp, quite social and mostly functional.

Then I go to bed, sleep and wake up in the same nightmare again. I want to think that a lot of my symptoms are related to anxiety but i am not shire.


Have any of you guys experienced the same fluctuations and cycles? If yes, have you recovered greatly?

Looking for some help.
 
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