So I asked my friends if I am crazy

Someone forwarded me a text that was sent to him that said "Liz is a psycho yeah? Is that why you no talk to her no more?"

Why do I assume people are playing games with me? Why would they? I dont get why some people dont answer questions that would resolve issues. I think its because they know what the deal is and dont really care if I do or not, so I should not care about them.

Why did it take so long to get resolution to that relationsip? Why did he not tell me the truth?

Am I delusional or just a confused, sad ex girlfriend that will have to work hard to get her self esteem back.

I asked my friends this morning in Melbourne if I am crazy. They had just octo-dropped (8 snax) the night before and were scattered but said I wasn't but just had to slow my mind down, stop expecting the worst as that makes the worst happen.

Its hard when you dont know for sure if you are crazy or not. I asked my ex if he thought so. He never responded to that question, or a lot of others. I wonder why he would not give me his opinion .
 
This is from the movie "Proof" with Gwyneth Paltrow. (I recently saw it on cable - good movie). Your journal entry reminded me of it.

Crazy people don't sit around wondering if they're crazy.
They don't?
No. They have better things to do.
A very good sign that you're crazy is an inability to ask the question, "Am I crazy?"

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