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So the first couple of times I posted here I posted about the last time I rolled which turned out to be a really bad trip such as paranoia, people coming after me, anxiety.. etc.. long story short it was all bad for 6+ hours and I thought I would never do it again. I couldn't give up that easily just because of a minor mind fuck and knowing too much of anything is bad for you ( I was doing it on a 1-2 month between usage basis ). At the time I thought I lost the 'magic' for good and that I already pushed it too far and I'll never have a good roll again. I picked a month 5 months down the road and whatever event is happening I planned to go to it and try again. From my experience last night I saw a huge difference between waiting one month and 5 months and let me tell you the 'magic' is deffinitely still there and it felt like the first time again. I felt like it was my party and everyone was invited and it felt great to feel like that again. And I only took 2 that lasted me the whole 7 hours I was there and it felt good knowing my tolerance went back down also. So those of you who do it from 1-2 months or every other weekend or whatever trust me, wait 5-6 months it is worth the wait. And I met scubagirl also so that made the night more special. Just wanted to share this,not expecting much comments.
 
Good to hear man, i've been a consistent user from jan - september dropping every other week or so, going hard at festivals. Just hope my 4 month break pays off and i'm flying for my next session over christmas. Definitely going to respect and moderate my usage from now on.
 
Nice post! Its amazing how many people talk about losing the magic only to find it again after a lengthy break.

Lots of people say give it a month between rolls but the longer you wait the better the next experience will be.

I love the feeling of a roll after a break, that familiar feeling in your stomach, your hands getting sweaty and then boom :D
 
That's great to hear that the beauty of MDMA has returned for you :)

A few months ago I went a little overboard one night (point of molly ontop of 4 MDxx high beans), which wasn't the best idea I've ever had. Anyway, I felt that after that night I would take a long break as the experience had seemed to have become more cloudy and a little less special. I'm still waiting for the end of this 4 month break (I never abused before, stuck with my once a month rule except once during early use).

Just remember as Bearlove said, the longer the break the better the roll.
 
I'm so excited to roll around xmas to end 2010. Maybe I'll save that "magic" for new yrs. I'm about 3-4 months deep into my break.
 
These are inspiring posts. Im going for a long break Feb - July. Between now and then I will probably use maybe 3 times. I really really need the break, and summer will pay off to be extra awesome! Thanks for posting these stories.
 
I used to drop once a month, using as much as 300/400mg at a time. That said it's (offcourse) not only the lenght of the brake. The amount of M is a bigggggg factor.
On a break now since august. Gonna drop again january/february.
 
im a believer that MDMA, one of the craziest drugs as far as how ur bran reacts to it, for some people once they use it to much will no longer be fun but it gets to be more about anxiety and elevated blood pressure, now when ppl offer me those mdma pills i get scared
 
You give me hope! :) I haven't rolled since August (which was great, but I really want to see if I can recapture the "magic"). Great post, I hope others realize the important of spacing out MDMA use from it.
 
New Years will be the end of a 6 month break for me. I was a relatively new user of ecstasy but somehow I managed to lose the magic faster than anyone I had ever met. Thought maybe it was due to depression, stress, something...but even in a great mood I couldn't roll. Sometimes I lay in bed as I fall asleep (got a touch of insomnia) and I can't even remember what it feels like to roll. I just know my body and mind are ready! Here's to hoping I will reclaim that magic and that all the other users posting here on breaks can too!
 
Somehow i never lost the magic after 2 years of heavy rolling, sometimes a tolerance but not much if any. Still i'm giving up the old E moving on to bigger and better things! (not drugs >.<)
 
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