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Greenlighter
A year ago, I was prescribed Ritalin. Right now I am taking 15 mg of Ritalin every day. But taking it orally just spaces me out to the point that I just stare at walls. So I tried snorting it and that was it. I never took another pill again. At first I was snorting about 50 mg at night but now I am up to 200 mg. I tend to do it with a starting dose of 30 mg - 40 mg followed by doses of 10 mg - 15 mg - 20 mg - 30 mg alternately depending on what I feel like, about every 20 or 40 minutes, and this spans out over the course of about 7 hours. I do this three days a month (sorry if my math is off I've been awake forever). Meanwhile I am always working on something. It does well for me in this respect. The only thing is, there comes a point when it's not working anymore and I still want to do more but I know its a waste. And then there are the ups and downs and the discouragement. When it gets bad and I force myself to accept that it's over, I drink some beer and maybe snort some xanax and I'm alright. Well, my head is screwed up but I just go to sleep.
Further experiences have shown that I now have a tremendous tolerance to amphetamines. I mean the bad shit and somehow I have a tolerance to it. I just find it strange.
So, are my methods dangerous? Is there anything I should know? All I know is what I read on the internet and I haven't heard of anyone doing it like I do or as much as I do.
Thanks for your time.
Further experiences have shown that I now have a tremendous tolerance to amphetamines. I mean the bad shit and somehow I have a tolerance to it. I just find it strange.
So, are my methods dangerous? Is there anything I should know? All I know is what I read on the internet and I haven't heard of anyone doing it like I do or as much as I do.
Thanks for your time.
