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Snoo version 6 - Shiny Spring-Summertime Snoo!

NightsEpiphany said:
No its not derailer! You're ruining the thread for everyone else.

Perhaps consider that Adam and Eve had joy in all the things they did and it wasn't necessary for them to do something for an effect. So I think that means they were able to be totally focused on what they were doing.

Just saw a falling star schnoooo
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Ahh falling stars are awesome, I remember the first time I saw one, sat smoking a joint on the kerb with my mate on the way home. Made me jump, haha.

Snoo was girlthing making an unannounced visit last night, was sat playing Halo and get 'snolly your girlfriend's here!' shouted upstairs and I'm like 'fuck off' because she basically can't stand my housemates (with good reason I will admit) and has serious anxiety issues, so I'm always round at hers but yeah she actually had dropped in while she was out walking the dog. Was nice to get unexpected cuddles and whatnot :D
 
My Snoo for today is that in a few hours time after a train journey I shall be meeting my 19 year old son who I haven't seen since he was 4 months old.
What a day today is gonna be.
 
Ooh, hope it goes well Max, have a good day

Edit: Additional snoo was getting sent two photos of my ex's kids playing in the bath (by her, I don't belong to a close-knit paedo ring). Little lad is just turned four and little lass is just turned one and they are so so fucking adorable. Little girl has a grin on her the size of the moon in both pics and little man has definitely inherited his mother's looks and tendency to throw large objects around. Really made my day, not seen them since September. Can't wait to get home next week and hang out with them again <3

And being roused from a not-sleep early this morning by a rather lovely lady and a cup of decaf Earl Grey, a pack of crisps, and a few mg of diaz. It is like she has known me for my entire life <3 Between that and my bestest boy turning up with drugs and booze apropos of nothing, it's been a snoo-tastic day.
 
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Coming clean with your boss and your older sister about your self-medication, and receiving overwhelming support and understanding after those who promised they'd be there 'if you try to help yourself' turn their back on you.

So overwhelming I can't even begin to explain. But with any luck, this is the start of righting the wrongs that led me to where I am now. Two years ago my sister wasn't even in my life.

Sorry, it must be something in my eye. <3
 
That's really lovely Myshkin. Folk do surprise you sometimes don't they?

Fuck man after what I've been reading posted by you lately I'm really made up for you.

I very much felt you needed a companion from my view of the situation. A sister is even better.

Pass me one of those tissues mate, no of course not. Just coincidentally got something in my eye aswell is all. <3

Fucking beautiful stuff. <3
 
That sounds great Myshkin, it's a good feeling when you can be honest about something and people turn round and support you.
Must be nice to have your sister back in your life as well. Pleased for you.
 
It gets better - went to my first GP appointment since 2005 and got the best outcome I could hope for. My sister had prepared notes and I filled in the gaps.

I expected disapproval or suspicion, but all I got was concern, understanding and reassurances. Overwhelming in the best possible way. :)

Cheers for the comments; it really is a massive thing for me - like coming in from the cold after a long, long time. That is all.
 
That all sounds like everything is working out nicely for you Myshkin.
Its great when you spend your time expecting a doctor or anyone to respond in a certain negative way and then they surprise you by acting in a positively helpful manner.
Hope everything carries on in a positive vein for you.
 
Yeah for real, doctors appointments can be fucking stressful even when it's just some routine thing, so good on ya.

My snoo was getting on the bus home yesterday and actually becoming noticeably relaxed as we got out into the countryside. Was a beautiful day too, sorta wanted to get off the bus in one little town we went through, went past a really pretty lake and river, with a massive path winding up and over the hills to god knows where. Yorkshire really is fucking beautiful <3

Well, most of it. Within reason.
 
I'm almost clean!

The Sun is shining, I'm two days into my detox feeling a bit ropey but it's mostly physical, not craving mentally at all. Passed first stage of a job interview last week, and have been invited back for group assessment this coming Tuesday and told to bring 3 forms of ID with me, so that to me seems promising, if successful I'll be starting work on the 15th of April. Have sorted things out with the Boy, and we're getting on better than ever, most of the shit was Heroin related.

Things are looking positive and i'm feeling good! :)
 
I'm very happy that both my kitties are lying with me stretching and just been in generally too cyoot for words <3<3<3
 
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