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Snoo v:5 - Springtime Snooing

JCP snoo,

Had an appointment I made with the JC today. Turns out the woman who gave me the appointment is the one that does all the return to work meetings. She knows EVERYONE it seems. She totally hooked me up with 3 personal contacts. One who can sort everything out for me from UNI to funding and training either volunteer or paid! WOOT WOOT.

Then she gave me another contact for a chap at the UNI and a lady for paid and non paid work in the sector I'm trying to train for. I hit the mother load today so I'm fairly chuffed.

Hopefully I'll be on my way to better days soon. WOohoo

You lucky so and so! I've been aching for that lot to sort me out with uni shit and training and what not but they don't give a shite. Did end up doin some web maintenance gig with the company they send you to when you've been on the dole for however long though which was nice.

Snoo was having lunch at my mate's and then spending the day playing with the little 'un while she pissed about on the PS3. He's funny as fuck now he can run about and talk, he has a right sense of humour on him too.
 
Yeah Snollz, I am quite lucky. I've got a great JC and the woman there that does all the returning to work seshes is simply amazing. I'm just thankful I realise how lucky I am. I guess some folk take it for granted when and if they get good help. It's not so much as she's done her job I know she's gone out of her way for me and made as much time for me as I needed which was so lovely of her. I couldn't thank her enough. She even arranged to meet with me on Monday when I sign on so we can catch up and see how things have gone even though she's got a full schedule on Monday.

I'm very lucky indeed.

Aw, And your snoo just made me smile. Kids are great when they get to a certain age. You finally see their personality coming through and you can interact with them better it's just brilliant! Glad you had a nice day honey.
 
Aye that sounds like a pretty decent situation then; well, as decent as being unemployed can be! Really nice when some of them go out of their way, as like I said most of them can't be fucked at all or try palm you off on other places. The bloke I was signing with before I went on the placement was nice enough and I was surprised when he rang me when I was on holiday saying he'd found a library job he thought I might wanna apply for. Anyways I've decided to say fuck it, apply for uni and just do bar work or whatever til then/throughout my course. Not gonna get anywhere I'll be happy without a degree. Though I think I need a degree just to apply the state of the application forms and that...

Yeah it's lovely to see his personality, he's just like his Mum in some respects and I love how close we've got :) Was a nice day indeedy, just what I needed cos I was moping like a tit for no reason earlier! Definitely want me own some day though.
 
Yeah, agreed on the being palmed off situ. I don't really speak too much to the guy that I sign on with. I made a special appointment to speak to someone rather than going through my sign on guy. I know they're really busy and can't often give you all the attention you need. I figured I had so many questions about different things it'd just be better to make an appt outwith my usual sign on.
Really glad I did as this lady had all the time in the world for me. Even apologised when she was with someone else 5 minutes before my appointment. Think it was because I was the only one there waiting.

I hope you get some help with your UNI. It helps to have a degree sometimes depending on what you want to do.

I need a degree for what I want to do. I just felt that I was tired of taking any old job I could get, I wanted a career. Only thing that was missing was what that career would be. Figured out what I wanted to do with my life earlier this year and I'm now finally making some headway.

I know it won't be easy if I do get to go to uni but at least I'll be making progress. I really want to leave the past behind and start making moves on a better future. Ya' know.
 
Aw, Thank you SG, That really means a lot to me. <3

I'm just keeping my fingers crossed all goes well. I'm snoo'd out just by getting the contacts that I haven't stopped to think about how successful I'll be. But that's not something to worry about now.

I appreciate your support, Might need quite a bit of it, if things go well :)
 
I really want to leave the past behind and start making moves on a better future. Ya' know.

Yep, can identify with that <3 Finally got the future figured out so am filling in the blanks in order to get there. Good luck to ya, if we get into uni the same time we can bitch about it together ;)
 
JCP snoo,

Had an appointment I made with the JC today. Turns out the woman who gave me the appointment is the one that does all the return to work meetings. She knows EVERYONE it seems. She totally hooked me up with 3 personal contacts. One who can sort everything out for me from UNI to funding and training either volunteer or paid! WOOT WOOT.

Then she gave me another contact for a chap at the UNI and a lady for paid and non paid work in the sector I'm trying to train for. I hit the mother load today so I'm fairly chuffed.

Hopefully I'll be on my way to better days soon. WOohoo

You were lucky you saw them today, apparently as of tomorrow all funding for training etc is gone, it's a case of get a job with the skills/experience you've got or sign on till they find a way to stop your benefits. Sounds as though you'll be fine if the process is already in place.

My snoo for the day, due to the time of year no systems at work meant quiet as fuck day. Only took about 10 calls in a 9.5 hour shift lol & they were all pretty much "Bolt, nae systems, phone back the mora". Tomorrow will be anti-snoo though :(
 
Yep, can identify with that <3 Finally got the future figured out so am filling in the blanks in order to get there. Good luck to ya, if we get into uni the same time we can bitch about it together ;)

LOL, yeah, never thought about it. We can whinge together. <3

You were lucky you saw them today, apparently as of tomorrow all funding for training etc is gone, it's a case of get a job with the skills/experience you've got or sign on till they find a way to stop your benefits. Sounds as though you'll be fine if the process is already in place.

My snoo for the day, due to the time of year no systems at work meant quiet as fuck day. Only took about 10 calls in a 9.5 hour shift lol & they were all pretty much "Bolt, nae systems, phone back the mora". Tomorrow will be anti-snoo though :(

She never mentioned any of that PT. Hope you're not right about that. Just because I have contacts doesn't mean any thing. I guess I'll find out tomorrow.

Dude glad you got a chilled day today. Here's hoping tomorrow wont be as busy as you fear.
 
I hope I'm not either, just what I've heard/read. I'd assume if she's referring you to people that they're actually going to be able to help you though, it's not like those people are going to have been there today & magically disappear tomorrow or else she wouldn't have suggested it to you in the first place.

Tomorrow will be the worst, as will the rest of the week/month at least. There's fuck all I can do about it except smoke some dope at night & forget about it. I've found work surprisingly easy since I've been back tbh, I just don't really give a fuck anymore & that makes it well less stressful, I know that I can only be sacked if I take more time off & other than that I can pretty much do what I want so it's cooshty lol. I don't come home pure sketching anymore & if anyone's a cunt to me on the phone I just laugh at them so it's all good really.
 
Thanks for the heads up anyway PT. We'll see how I get on tomorrow but yeah it's not as though she'd got through all the trouble of referring me if there was no chance.

Fantastic news to hear work isn't bumming you out anymore. Sometimes all it takes is a bit of a break ( or a long one in your case ;) ) to ease the stress. Also, big kudo's for not giving a fuck anymore. You're totally right, the worst that can happen is that you get the sack. Its not cool being miserable all the time.

There is nothing worse than being miserable at work. It really does please me that you're finding things okay since you've been back. Keep it up and tell anyone who screws up your day to just fuck right off <3
 
There is nothing worse than being miserable at work. It really does please me that you're finding things okay since you've been back. Keep it up and tell anyone who screws up your day to just fuck right off <3

Haha, that's the plan. My manager had to pull me up the other day to check I had the mute button on while I was saying "If you'd just fucking listen to me & stop rambling pish then I'd sort it out you fucking dafty!", she'd overheard & thought at first I was actually saying that to someone lol. She's pretty laidback an all, which is making things even easier. Shit is good %)

I'd still rather be off right enough but I'd ripped it for far too long!
 
ahhh, is that the new one you were talking about?

That's pretty cool your manager is all right. Makes life much easier.
 
"Lets slit our wrists like cheap coupons and say that death was on sale today".

If that was meant as a pisstake you picked the wrong lyric... If not ya did good for a ginger who hates such shite ;)

The Reflecting God wins. Cos it reflects and stuff... And is godly...

NSFW:
Your world is an ashtray
We burn and coil like cigarettes
The more you cry your ashes turn to mud
It's the nature of the leeches, the virgin's
Feeling cheated
You've only spent a second of your life
My world is unaffected, there is an exit here
I say it is and then it's true,
There is a dream inside a dream,
I'm wide awake the more I sleep
You'll understand when I'm dead
I went to god just to see, and I was looking at me
Saw heaven and hell were lies
When I'm god everyone dies
Scar/can you feel my power?
Shoot here and the world gets smaller
Scar/scar/can you feel my power?
One shot and the world gets smaller
Let's jump upon the sharp swords
And cut away our smiles
Without the threat of death
There's no reason to live at all
My world is unaffected, there is an exit here
I say it is and then it's true,
There is a dream inside a dream,
I'm wide awake the more I sleep
You'll understand when I'm dead

[Bridge]

[Chorus]

"Each thing i show you is a piece of my death"
Shoot shoot shoot motherfucker
No salvation, no forgiveness
"This is beyond your experience"
Forgiveness...

Is it?

<3

PS: Snoo is Spade missing points... or getting them, Either is win <3
 
It's the only lyrics of his I know. I don't even know what song it's from but I remember the lyric. There is no relevance to me posting it.
 
Anniversary snoo!

Tomorrow I'll have been married a whole decade to the boy blunder. This makes me very happy indeed.



And on the off chance he's reading this... Cheers for the fun times sailor! ;)
 
Jesus, ten years! Who would've thought that BL drug fiends could provide proof that marriage can last? ;)
 
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