Snafuwocky

How many wocky threads you got running. You got to drop some of your underrated poems in from time to time so they get a wider audience. Not that bluelighters care about literature or rather they do only they think that Game of Thrones is great literature
 
How many wocky threads you got running.
Just the one and only

You got to drop some of your underrated poems in from time to time so they get a wider audience.
thanks, I have a nice one I'm working on

but with all this serotonin I feel like I can't concentrate at all

I feel unusually stupid atm

I just need my brain to balance out, probably going to take another week or two from the research I did today :/

I felt OK today, normal schizo symptoms came back I'm not worried about, but my tinnitus was like 5x worse today and yesterday which has me worried for neurologic damage

but.... SLEEP

goodnight friend
 
I feel, "unusually stupid", regularly. That is no excuse to not do/be.
I think you think, you are in control of the mechanism of your mind-state - chemically (this is probably, not true) perhaps if you accepted your fluctuations in mood (accepted your role in influencing it, under your control) you might find that you can integrate your thoughts with more ease - just an idea - not a judgement (am not in your shoes) - but people blowing smoke up your ass, isn't going to make you feel better, in the long run, eh?
🐦♥️
 
How many wocky threads you got running. You got to drop some of your underrated poems in from time to time so they get a wider audience. Not that bluelighters care about literature or rather they do only they think that Game of Thrones is great literature
Your (kindness and Arrogance), reminds me of a certain, Sonnet by Jon Bon Jovi. 😉


"Ye thou dwel'st a half' way there,
Oh! Oh! Thou wilst' live on a Prayer"
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There's a novel called Serotonin by the French bad boy Michel Houellebecq who wrote Atomised (The Elementary Particles in the U.S.) which created quite a stir in the late 90s with its depiction of loneliness and isolation, unfulfilling gratuitous sex, and harsh critique of Boomer selfishness and narcissism
 
Your (kindness and Arrogance), reminds me of a certain, Sonnet by Jon Bon Jovi. 😉


"Ye thou dwel'st a half' way there,
Oh! Oh! Thou wilst' live on a Prayer"
🧐
Never a Bon Jovi fan but it's good to be compared to him I mean who wouldn't want to be
 
@Asclepius I meant to acknowledge you for your Musical contribution there's not enough light here in the dark side which is understandable but once we process, abreact and
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then hopefully it's time to let some of the joy in. No better way than KC and the Sunshine Band to let that light shine
 
I feel, "unusually stupid", regularly.
Like, I'm being literal. My brain chemistry is still fucked and I cannot focus on anything. Not just talking shit about myself, there is something going on in my brain. Just need to wait it out.

Combined with a huge jump in my tinnitus I am fairly certain I have burnt a few brain cells in the last few weeks due to the surge in serotonin and my brain trying to fix it.

It feels like I just got sober from a 2 week meth binge, minus the comedown/drug.
 
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Like, I'm being literal. My brain chemistry is still fucked and I cannot focus on anything. Not just talking shit about myself, there is something going on in my brain. Just need to wait it out.
Have you had your kratom yet? What about coffee do you do that it's a really good stimulant
 
Good stuff hey check this out
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Now the stranger started talking, made it plain to folks around
Was an Arizona ranger, wouldn't be too long in town
He came here to take an outlaw back alive or maybe dead
And he said it didn't matter - he was after Texas Red
After Texas Red

Wasn't long before the story was relayed to Texas Red
But the outlaw didn't worry; men that tried before were dead
Twenty men had tried to take him, twenty men had made a slip
Twenty one would be the ranger with the big iron on his hip
Big iron on his hip
 



Now the stranger started talking, made it plain to folks around
Was an Arizona ranger, wouldn't be too long in town
He came here to take an outlaw back alive or maybe dead
And he said it didn't matter - he was after Texas Red
After Texas Red

Wasn't long before the story was relayed to Texas Red
But the outlaw didn't worry; men that tried before were dead
Twenty men had tried to take him, twenty men had made a slip
Twenty one would be the ranger with the big iron on his hip
Big iron on his hip

That is awesome! Better than this Kratom which is just so so
 
Is this brand any good? I saw it in a headshot today but didn't buy it because it was 30% more expensive than OPMS brand. But I'm curious. It had a tiger on the front, but didn't say what strain it was.
It's not exceptional. Doesn't measure up to opms or krave. I like the label
 
Like, I'm being literal. My brain chemistry is still fucked and I cannot focus on anything. Not just talking shit about myself, there is something going on in my brain. Just need to wait it out.

Combined with a huge jump in my tinnitus I am fairly certain I have burnt a few brain cells in the last few weeks due to the surge in serotonin and my brain trying to fix it.

It feels like I just got sober from a 2 week meth binge, minus the comedown/drug.
I get it. Waiting it out, nourishing yourself & not treating yourself like an experiment (as acknowledging, negatives, from what you're going through & accepting, your resillience' - is what I mean(t). - not undue suffering/ not dissociating - just, accepting what is going on - relaying facts of your experience to yourself & being the lovely to you.
With regard for what is outside of your knowledge - seretonin levels etc Maybe you feel something & want to apply a theory - may/may not be true (if only interceptors had a gauge, eh?!). One thing is, you can't help how you feel, you can influence it or, you can form meaning but, it is just itself, passing through.

Tinnitus, ugh, 😖 Got any treatment/med advice/scans?



Hope you're doing ok?
 
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