In the very near future I am going to be orally smoking Salvia divinorum x20 extract for the first time. I am not looking to have a good time, nor am I looking to go soul exploring (even though more or less the scale leans more that direction, but only ever so slightly.) In all honesty, I fear the plant in an odd way to the point of obsession where I can't help but to force myself to try it. I wish to take a small enough hit for my first time to where it will be enjoyable.. but I don't know if that's possible especially with my starting dose at x20. Any advice or thoughts?
Sitter: 1, calm and mature (neutral trustworthy when it comes to my inner psych.)
Environment: Not typical, at dealer's house in dark to dimly lit room with little to no sound.
Method: Bowl.
Mentality: Mild depression.
Dosage: Pending.
Sitter: 1, calm and mature (neutral trustworthy when it comes to my inner psych.)
Environment: Not typical, at dealer's house in dark to dimly lit room with little to no sound.
Method: Bowl.
Mentality: Mild depression.
Dosage: Pending.