smoking brings out the crazy

[assholery]

i just started a new job, so i am dealing with new people everyday and have social anxiety as it is, although i think i'm faking it just fine. i am never paranoid during the day really, just when i get home and smoke weed. At some point during my smoking session i'll rethink conversations i had earlier in the day and if i responded okay and appropriately (my new job was a promotion, and i work will all sorts of people it's hard to read). anyway, i know it's useless to ponder on those things it's kind of like a mental illness lol. does weed every have the same affect on any of you?

 

[yteek]

Its in the psychedelic and sometimes anxiety provoking nature of caanabis.

Been there and stay far away from it now.

 

[double ewe]

totally normal . . i've had that experience, as have several friends of mine.

Stoned You just needs to learn to trust what Not-Stoned You decided. and just remind yourself that introspection/anxiety are completely expected side effects of smoking, especially smoking alone.

 

[assholery]

especially smoking alone, that's a good part to add . yeah i have to remind myself that i didn't think those thoughts while sober so it's ridiculous to give them validation....sometimes you can't make the mind stop though .

 

[Chainer]

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