aBurningFire
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2011
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I am disgusted with myself and how weak i have discovered i am in the past week while attempting to quit opies. I been doin about 3 bags a day and the two times i tried to quit in the past week i can't make it past 30 hours before i give in and take more. By that time i am only experiencing extreme/muscle pain and horrible anxiety/fear. The worst part is that they seem to be coming on sooo slow and the worst of it hasnt even started by the time that i decide that i can't endure it.
So here's my question. I have one 8mg sub that i been savin and i was wondering if i just take about .5mg when the withdrawal starts (orwhatever miniscule amount it takes to just take the edge off) will that kinda of make the overall withdrawal less intense? or when the sub wears off will i still be in for what i was getting into in the first place? Also, if i did take a little sub would that lengthen the time that i experience wd symptoms? Yesterday i took 70 mg of oxycodone (which used to get me nice and high) and i was still in horrible pain. I finally went and got myself a bag and i was just fine. Slept great. Did two more bags today and i know i'm gonna be in for it in the mornin.
So here's my question. I have one 8mg sub that i been savin and i was wondering if i just take about .5mg when the withdrawal starts (orwhatever miniscule amount it takes to just take the edge off) will that kinda of make the overall withdrawal less intense? or when the sub wears off will i still be in for what i was getting into in the first place? Also, if i did take a little sub would that lengthen the time that i experience wd symptoms? Yesterday i took 70 mg of oxycodone (which used to get me nice and high) and i was still in horrible pain. I finally went and got myself a bag and i was just fine. Slept great. Did two more bags today and i know i'm gonna be in for it in the mornin.
