smack

[cand-E bamber]

i look at you
tears welling in my eyes
hoping for a glance back
anything to help me compromise
and i stare off into my descelet place
a world your not welcome in
i stare at the lights
the carpet
i cant hear them anymore
floating
from smile to smile
i twitch
as i crash back into reality
i look over
and there you stand, apathetic
and here i sit, alone
wishing for any sign from you
anything to make me real
i cry to myself
as i laugh extra loud
look ryan, im fucking happy
im really doing alright
like you give a shit
you look like shit
with a goofy grin across your face
i can see it clearly now
we were stupid to even try
look ryan
we fucking grew up
thanks for these addictions
i look so fucking cool
look at you
then ill look right through you
how does nonexistance feel
daze off
stoned and confused
when you twich back into reality
your gone and my hearts undamaged
you never existed
you were never given the chance to ruin me
because i never lived a minute past smack

 

[*SWeeT-e*]

Wow...this really touched me.
Haunts me a bit too, of my own past and all...y'know.
~kimmy.

 

[LilkelPixy]

honest-wonderful

~Pixy

 

[Noodle]

can sympathize, empathize even

 

[mmmmSeXyE]

Amber this is amazing!! Luv ya girl

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~"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work."~
~"Happiness is not having what you want. It's wanting what you have."~
*Mwas* ~¤É®ÏѤ

 

[Blue and green glowstyx]

Amazing.. your words here are so powerful, touching. I see a lot of myself and my life in what you have said here.... and things always mean a little bit more to me when they hit home. Excellent work.. please keep writing!!!

 

[Ashke]

Right fuckin' on!
~*~ Ashke ~*~