swilow
Bluelight Crew
Aren't you in the middle of 93 day abstinence right knyaw?
Yeah....kiiiinda....its not working as planned, anyway- ketamines not a drug, its for medicinal use only :D:D:D
Nah, so far I've gone arright, except for a bit of DMT and hash....so, in essence, not abstinent at all....but telling myself I am


Ugh, skipping work again today... I'm just not capable of it. I'm so sad. My entire night I was in essence plagued by nightmares that are my life.
Hah, in essence the reason I stopped posting. I don't have anything to say but how fucking sad I am. Sigh..
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And don't feel bad for skippin work; I did that for pretty much the last 9 years, only started working steeadily bout three months ago....Sometimes, its just not worth it (going to work, facing the grind)
BUT- Cheer up, your a great lass and have a lot to give- truth

