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Slippery Sheepdogs Dribbling Rainbow Halo's All Over The Parellogram- PD Triangle Urt

Actually, that's not even close to everything I have to say about that. What a ridiculous thing to say. :D My posts average a small novel in length... I have more than one trite sentence to say about anything I can think of, much less something that's in some ways consumed my life since I was 17 years old.

As I work to reduce the focus that drugs have in my life, I will probably eventually stop tripping so much. Even these days I trip every weekend unless I'm away or something or for some reason I don't feel like it. I feel it's a healthy amount for me right now, but I would love to be able to trip hard again one day like I used to. Maybe it will happen again, maybe not. Either way I have my experiences and I'm fine with the way things are regarding psychedelics at the moment. :) Psychedelics on the weekend help me to deal with certain stresses I have in my life that right now I can't do a lot about, but that I feel are instilled in me by society and shouldn't be stresses at all. So as I work to overcome those tendencies, I may find I have less of a need for psychedelics. But for now, if it takes using DOM or DOC or 2C-E or something like that on a Friday to put everything back into focus and prevent myself from sliding into constant stress, then I'd rather do that than the alternative.
 
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Xorkoth said:
Actually, that's not even close to everything I have to say about that. What a ridiculous thing to say. :D
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That made me laugh :D

Psychedelics on the weekend help me to deal with certain stresses I have in my life that right now I can't do a lot about, but that I feel are instilled in me by society and shouldn't be stresses at all.
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I get the same thing.

I'm definitely thinking of tripping tonight. I'm contemplating 2C-B or MDMA and leaning towards the latter.

Yep, that's what I'm going to do. Going to double drop these ~70mg (educated guess) pills I have and see where it takes me. If you say the amphetamine nature does a good job at counteracting phenibut wonky-ness this could work out well and the amphetamine nature will probably be toned down and not as jittery. :)

Thanks for your concern about the possible phenibut addiction. It's probably best that I don't take any on monday. The last time I did it at work I felt great but I could definitely tell my mind wasn't as sharp as it usually is.
 
What's up Xorky and Uniter? :)

I've had some phenibut stashed away for a solid 2 or 3 years, but you guys have inspired me to try it before I head out tonight to meet up with some friends. Will 600 mg suffice?

I always thought it was similar to benzodiazepines, which I find are good for nothing other than getting great sleep, but apparently it's a moderately selective GABA-B agonist.
 
0.6 might be a bit low, I would take 0.8-1.0. Too much won't be good, but too little won't be good either. It's really good for feeling social along with being good for sleep. Have a good time :)

I dropped my pills (~140mg MDMA) 20 minutes ago and am in that lovely overhanging spot where you don't feel anything, but you know what's in you and you know what's coming. :)
 
Flarestar89 said:
I'm so very lonely right now. Sort of feels like no one cares. Having suicidal thoughts, which is just annoying as hell, because I'll never do it. I have them pretty frequently, and it's just a waste of energy. Just was with some friends, and bored as hell. Felt so disconnected. No one... cares if I'm there. Or anywhere.

I feel sort of tired, so I doubt I'll trip... in theory it'd be fun, but I sort of just want to sleep. Blargh. So sad, fuck everything...
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Flare, don't ever think like that, please. Of course there's those thoughts where you think what it would be like to be dead or just not born but they go nowhere because they aren't an option.

That's pretty much where I was at when i stopped hanging out with my friends. I became disconnected form them and it seemed like I was just getting in their way and I felt like they didn't care if I was there or not. I also never got invited to go anywhere, it was just random meet ups but I was never called up and asked to go anywhere. :\

Things change. Changes can be hard but in the end it's for the best.

If you're tired and already have lots of things going through your head it's probably best not to trip. Get some rest. Try and do something that makes you feel good.

My trip is coming on hard and fast... here it comes..... :)
 
MDMA it is. :) One of my all time favorites. It's what really got me into psychedelics.

The days after can be rough but if I have a good experience it's actually more of an afterglow. Tryptophan helps.

You'll be fine Flare, just be with yourself for a bit. Get to know yourslef and be more comfortable with yourself.

Living an emotionless life is depriving yourself of the greatest part of being a human being and being yourself.
 
Well MDMA is known as the classic "empathogen/entactogen" but things lie 2Cs deinitely have entactogenic effects, 2C-B has this in spades.

Actually come to think of it all psychedelics are entactogens.

Spending a life all by yourself can get that "worthless" effect. We are social animals and want to be with others. But in order to truly be with others you have to truly be with yourself first.

Solo trips can be highly rewarding spiritual experiences. You won't be able to communicate it to anyone because it's all your own. It's personal and I think it's best to keep it that way.

Love yourself. <3
 
Jesus christ- a few hours ago I got a call from my recent ex-girlfriend saying this guy she knows was drunk as fuck trying to get into her house and "get" her.

My friend and I had to bike there, about 3-4 miles, full speed the whole time. I was traveling with murderous ideas floating in my brain. This guy killed her friend, not convicted, attempted to rape her, and is generally a waste of life.

I didn't get there in time, he had already figured out how to start his car and drove off, completely hammered. My exes friend knew what was up ahead of time and drove over to intercept him. The two ended up on the highway, the friend following the other guy. He tried to get him to pull over by flashing his high beams, but that didn't work so he just RAMMED HIM OFF OF THE FUCKING ROAD. The friend totaled his car, and the other guy is in jail for a DWI. My ex is trying to testify against him about the rape and murder he is involved in, and hopefully won't have to hear from him again. And if he's lucky, he won't every have to meet me.
 
I hope you all see this post

when I registered I just wanted a few questions answered and just put my name in as a my username and didn't really worry bout who would find out coz everyone I know is aware of my substance use or as I call it consciouness exploration. Well now I have a government job and are just a little paraniod some how they will find out so I have to cancel this account and start a new one.... sorry guys...I will return promise

should I P.M you all my new username, it would feel a bit over the top as I haven't been here that long , what do you guys think yes or don't worry about it????????
 
Good luck and happy tripping Flare <3

Wow, I can't believe this is my first post in this new PD social and it's page 11 already. Hi guys! <3

Oh and andreas, I wouldn't be too worried if I were you, the username is really no indication of identity. It could be any andreas from Sydney for all anyone knows :) If you do however decide to start over, I'd appreciate a PM as well :)
 
Xorkoth said:
Now all I get from the DOXs, especially DOM and DOC, is that second part. Which I love and find very useful.
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Just out of curiosity, what's your average dose of DOM nowadays, Xorkoth? I only ask because over the course of about 6 months last year I went through 250 mg of that material and developed a fairly high tolerance to it specifically. Even then, however, I found doses above 10 mg to be powerfully psychedelic, while doses between 13 and 15 mg remained capable of producing marked dissociation and deeply profound trance-like states. I guess what I'm saying is, if you're determined to trip strongly in the way you used to, my experience with DOM suggests that it might be the material you're looking for.
 
Happy tripping Flare :)

That phenibut last night did kind of numb out the MDMA. It was nice and I felt good but it wasn't really powerful or anything.

I wouldn't worry about it andreas, if you want you can remove your location so it's not beside all your posts. If you do change your name PM me :)
 
Yeah, have a great trip Flarestar!


Hmm. I wouldn't be able to ship mimosa bark to a P.O. box would I? I'd have to pay a bunch of money for some sort of giant mailbox, anyhow. Trying to figure out how I can ship that stuff to myself with minimal parental confiscation risk. Tired of relying on unreliable friends, lol.
 
<3 Evenin' PD! <3

Just parachuted 35 mg of 2C-C. Probably gonna try to do some writing on my thesis tonight (yeah, I'll definitely proofread it later), and maybe do a little night hiking. I just bought a pretty nifty Black Diamond headlamp for a multi-week backpacking trek I'll be taking through Zion National Park in Utah with a few friends in August and I'm kinda stoked to see how well it works. Indoor testing suggests it could very well be visible from space if pointed upwards.

How's everyone else doing tonight? Any big plans?
 
Flarestar89 said:
I've always wanted to go to Zion. I bet that'll be a lot of fun. :)

I'm... kind of sad right now, I'm trying to get out of it, though. Just need to feel some love, heh. have a good trip :)
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Thankee much. 2C-C has never failed me in the past. :)

Bummer you're feeling blue. I find that the comedown from 2C-E can be a little rough at times. The cold, analytical nature of the trip can leave me feeling a little empty, even inhuman in its waning hours. Usually a few tokes of good yerba and a cozy bed help allay those feelings, at least in my case. Granted, a warm body to lie next to is even better.

If none of those are an option, well, all I can offer is love and good vibes! From what I've read you seem like a vibrant, caring personality and I'd be absolutely charmed to meet/know you. I know text on a screen isn't much, but I hope it helps. <3
 
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