Xorkoth
Bluelight Crew
Actually, that's not even close to everything I have to say about that. What a ridiculous thing to say. :D My posts average a small novel in length... I have more than one trite sentence to say about anything I can think of, much less something that's in some ways consumed my life since I was 17 years old.
As I work to reduce the focus that drugs have in my life, I will probably eventually stop tripping so much. Even these days I trip every weekend unless I'm away or something or for some reason I don't feel like it. I feel it's a healthy amount for me right now, but I would love to be able to trip hard again one day like I used to. Maybe it will happen again, maybe not. Either way I have my experiences and I'm fine with the way things are regarding psychedelics at the moment.
Psychedelics on the weekend help me to deal with certain stresses I have in my life that right now I can't do a lot about, but that I feel are instilled in me by society and shouldn't be stresses at all. So as I work to overcome those tendencies, I may find I have less of a need for psychedelics. But for now, if it takes using DOM or DOC or 2C-E or something like that on a Friday to put everything back into focus and prevent myself from sliding into constant stress, then I'd rather do that than the alternative.
As I work to reduce the focus that drugs have in my life, I will probably eventually stop tripping so much. Even these days I trip every weekend unless I'm away or something or for some reason I don't feel like it. I feel it's a healthy amount for me right now, but I would love to be able to trip hard again one day like I used to. Maybe it will happen again, maybe not. Either way I have my experiences and I'm fine with the way things are regarding psychedelics at the moment.

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