I think it's the shrooms that have you tripping about using drugs.
One thing you should look at using any drug and being a pharmacy student, what happens if you get busted? Wouldn't that screw up ever getting a job in that field? Could it be that what really has you worried?
Leaping Gnome
Actually Yea I do trip out about Drug usage and getting busted. That is why when I buy my drugs I head straight to my apartment or flat and take them there with a friend or alone, I don't use em out in Public and I never carry them on me and I never carry a high amounts of drugs after buying em on me.
Only thing I really have to worry about is the clubs. The place I am at its fuck'd a bit cause the police sometimes does raids into clubs and they will have a Doctor come in to examine the people, pupils, heart rate, breathing to check for signs of drug usage if one is suspected of using drugs they must submit a urinary test and go to the police station they won't be arrested though but they will have rehab and they have to snitch on their drug dealer . Once there was 500 people in a club the Police raided the club and the doctor examined every single person... One by one to check for drug usage..
So it only worries me if I am heading out to a club that is why when I do use them I tend to head out to the clubs later on in the evening.
These raids they don't happen very usually though like once in a blue moon.
Otherwise I think its easy to not get caught by the police as long as you keep your stuff stashed and you don't tell people about it.
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If I got busted it could possibly effect my chances of getting a job or staying at University, or I could just have a record and would have to attend rehab.
Otherwise I was thinking about my Amphetamine usage today again and here it is as follows
I started Usage last year in April, May and June though the dosages taken in the beginning where ridiculously low around 5-10 mg when I started out and in those 3 months I only used them 3-4 times. Once I went overboard and did a bit more about .3grams or .4 grams at 10-30 percent purity. So the highest dosage I took was in June. April and May I did use em as well but only twice and it was like a line or two that I tried just to get a feel of it.Nasally of course
Then for the rest of June, July, August, September and half of October. Amphetamine usage was nonexistent I didn't use it at all.
Well here is the catch towards the 3rd week of October. I started to hang out with an Old buddy who I did the Amphetamines with back in June.He has been into them for like 2 years and he only does it nasally he uses twice a month and he takes breaks he has a habit so to speak, but he is not a full blown addict. We are University students and after our studying classes labs and work during the week we take a day or two off in the week and we go on a crazy ass party so to speak were me and him blow through a gram of Amphetamine powder together at 10-30 percent purity in a single night and do a heck load of drinking on top of that. Its fun initially you take it your energized, more social, more interactive your in a better mood to party and you stay up partyin from 12 at night till 7 in the morning with continuous drinking.
Well initially when I took the Amphetamines I had everything going real good the school work load, personal life everything. I just used the Amphetamines as a sort of way to relax and to take my mind of things after studying, classes and such, it made everything a lot better initially:D Also as a party drug with my friend . The first two months of more continuous usage October where during that month I did them 2-3 times and November which during that month I probably have done Amphetamines 8-9 days out of it, it was fun. Then it got bad I still felt good when I took them but the crashes where horrific very bad crashes, I felt exhausted and depressed and not just for a day but sometimes for 3-5 days.
These bad Crashes I experienced in December and during that month I only used them 3 times. I had exams in between that i had to deal with and those exams went well. I am a good student and I try as much as I can to stay on top of my studies,:D And In January my usage was only twice in the beginning of the month and the middle of the month thus far.
Yea I do get cravings too, its more of a feeling of wanting to hang out with friends, drink smoke weed and take some Amphetamines like that but the cravings come and go and today and yesterday I really had no more cravings.
Anyhow dosage wise: My Amphetamine is Amphetamine Sulphate at 10 to max 30 percent purity but most likely 10-20 percent purity it is Amphetamine Sulphate which is the equivalent of adderall ( basically Amphetamine salts/ mine is like 50 dexamphetamine 50 levamphetamine mix )in the USA except mine is a street version so to speak but its not Meth/crystal meth and its only been done Nasally.I am located in Central Europe.
Now here are the amounts in question for the months: That i did and recall it is Amphetamine Sulphate 10-20 percent purity max 30 street grade
October max 1.5 grams consumed ex :which is basically 150-200 mg of Amphetamine for the whole month
November 3-4 grams consumed
December 2-3 around that range most likely 2.5 grams
January thus far .7 grams
Plus some coke I tried for New years eve like .7 g of Coke
that is it.
I used the most during the time frame of November December but lately I have been getting sick of it as negative effects accumulated , crashes got harder to bear, and I also feel fucked 3-5 days after using it and I develop cravings sometimes they are there sometimes they are not but they are not unbearable cravings and certain things can intensify the craving such as drinking coffee for me at least and also listening to certain types of music or just certain things make me think of Amphetamine.
If my last usage was 12 days ago. How long can cravings last to Amphetamine especially with my usage??? How can I cut them out completely ??? I have been only taking it nasally.
The stress and the depression and the negative feeling I attribute it somewhat 30 percent to Amphetamine but its also cause of the weather and life stressors , and exams and other issues im dealing with. I am 100 percent certain.
The main thing I am curious is about is the cravings what is the longest they can last after your last usage??? cause I think if you stop craving then you pretty much have your usage under control. So can one judge by my dosages and such and since my last usage the longest amount of time my cravings should last.
Thanks.
I know I am not physically addicted , mentally somewhat and I panicked last night a little
Those shrooms had me in a loop thinking cycle thinking pattern about Amphetamines. I guess Shrooms could be used as a way to ease addictions , they make you more aware of your habits and your pleasures and how it could negatively effect you in one sense its good but in the other sense it causes you too think too deeply
like shrooms, pot and some of the other things such as Kratom and Kanna yea some could get addictive but most of the time its not, they are benign > Like Kratom absolutely not addictive too me, I take it sometimes but that is it, no real big usage with it. I get way better Euphoria from Kanna, Sceletium Tort. And Shrooms.
My cravings are by no means very intense like I am not fiending for Amphetamine but if somebody had some or if my friend would come by after my final exam and say hey lets party it could be hard to say no and I think about the Amphetamine sometimes too, but I am not like looking for it 24/7 or completely devoting my whole day and whole life to it.
The things you guys said about being occupied and doing things to avoid Amphetamince I cannot agree more with , most certainly cannot agree more with . cause After New years eve( which that night I had some) I had exams to deal with and I get immersed into my exams and studies that during those days when i was worried about exams, school and things I did not even once really think about Amphetamines I was to preoccupied with other things, school studying exams and worries in my case.
I am also thinking about trying to use other things as more of a way to kick back and not rely on Amphetamine perhaps smoke more weed or the nights I would say party on Amphetamines I could smoke a reefer , take Kratom, Kanna, trip sometimes.
Any more input is appreciated.
Thanks a lot.
Konshuss you are right not buying amphetamines not having them around and being in an environment where you are away from sources and from friends who use Amphetamine can help I know. That is why I am lookin forward to the summer.
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