Sleep

I WANT TO SLEEP FOR THE LOVE OF FUCKING GOD.

5 30am

I HAVE CLASS AT 11 30am

FOR FUCK SAKES MY BRAIN IS SO SCATTERED. I'VE LOST SO MUCH SLEEP OVER THE PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS IM STARTING TO LOSE IT.

SOMEONE JUST COME TO MY ROOM WITH A BAT AND KNOCK MY ASS OUT COLD

FUCK ME

 

Got any benzos or anti-psychotics handy?

 

Nah I wish I did sweet p.

I actually contemplated on going to the walk-in clinic to get some sleeping pills, but iunno, its too much trouble for me to get there and back.

And I've tried just about everything over the counter for sleep.

Valerian - doesn't work. I've taken up to triple the doses.
Melatonin - doesn't work, I've taken double the doses.
Diphen - Works and doesn't. I have to take TOO much for it to knock me out, and if I don't sleep for like 10 hours straight I'm fucked the next day.

Sometimes I've drank myself to sleep - but that doesn't keep me asleep, only for a few hours and I'll constantly start waking up.

Weed works - but I'm getting tired of feeling so burnt out the next day (like diphen)

By the way I ended up falling asleep at 8 30am, woke up at 3 15pm - missed both my classes. If this happens again 2nite I'll be fucked for my presentation tomorrow.