Things have been going not so great lately. I guess I try to deny it and make myself believe they're but they're not. I'm just so tired and worn out.... I can feel it when I wake up and I can see it when I look into the mirror. I'm so pale and I always use to have my beautiful born with tan but now it looks as if all that color was washed away. My eyes are a little sunken in but hey nothing foundation can't fix, haha. I really need to get some sleep though but every time I try to my mind just won't shut off. It keeps going on at full speed and there's nothing I can do about it. The sad thing is I've been staying up till around noon this whole week and waking up at 6pm. That's so pathetic.... I hate feeling so exhausted and I need to get things back on track.
