Ganj
Bluelighter
The naming of this thread is not very accurate but I cant think of any better name. I do not know if all of the following experiences are linked or just a number of coincidences where I have had extremely odd nights as soon as my head hits the pillow.
About 2 months ago. A friend gave me multiple lines of 3,4ctmp along with about 7 other RC's over a 24 hour drug fest. The effects of the 3,4ctmp were enjoyable I was given no warning signs that I had actually taken a stupidly high dose of the RC (approx 50mg) over the 24 hours. I went home after this and fell asleep fine, woke up a few hours later with blatant visuals and horrible pain all over my body which got worse and worse to a point where I was convinced I was seconds away from death and then all of the symptoms quickly left. As far as I was concerned, this was the result of mixing so many RC's, so when I was next offered a single line of 3,4ctmp while sober I saw no reason not to take it.
I took the line of an unknown dosage and the exact same thing happened, although it lasted approximately 3 hours and was accompanied by this feeling that the physical universe was condensing in on itself into a infinitely small point throughout the entire experience. This is where the problems started.
Over the next few days I felt somewhat traumatised and my reassurance in everything was shaken. Another issue was I was terrified of falling asleep.
A few weeks later I went to bed after taking 1mg of etizolam one day after a 24 hour coke and etizolam session (I had already slept once since the session) and throughout the entire night had horrible dreams, woke up to find I had been mumbling to myself in my sleep, and dreams that felt similar to the 3,4ctmp overdose with strong nausea and the sensation that the world was vibrating, as uncomfortable as this experience was I thought it was actually somewhat interesting, and was just an odd side effect of etizolam and sleep. Note at any point in these dreams I could wake myself up which I often did when they became too much.
A few days ago about 2 hours after mephedrone was used, I smoked a stupidly heroic dose of 5fpb22 with friends that was although extremely intense and almost psychedelic was very enjoyable. About an hour after finishing smoking the stuff I suffered over 2 hours of tachycardia that was very uncomfortable. Upon going to sleep I revisited a childhood experience where I was really unwell and had a very high fever and essentially tripped on numbers (described here http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/723473-Tripping-on-a-fever-as-a-kid) although this time it never quite hit the point of infinity. Note I am currently quite unwell and went to bed that night in a mild fever.
Waking up I was surprised at the way I had completely revisited an experience I had years ago with such accuracy but didn't really give it much more thought.
Last night I woke up in bed, the exact same thing was happening although I was completely awake throughout it. After 10 mins of just sitting in bed I woke someone up to basically say I was enduring mental hell although was unable to explain why without sounding mental. 20 minutes later the amount of 'numbers' doubled and doubled and I basically just sat there moaning in pure mental discomfort/pain before the whole thing slowly subsided.
I have no idea if the above experiences are linked in anyway, or if this is all just a result of irresponsible drug use (I am aware of how stupid the RC binge and 5fpb22 super dosing was)
I don't even know what will happen next time I go to sleep.
Any form of insight would be good.
About 2 months ago. A friend gave me multiple lines of 3,4ctmp along with about 7 other RC's over a 24 hour drug fest. The effects of the 3,4ctmp were enjoyable I was given no warning signs that I had actually taken a stupidly high dose of the RC (approx 50mg) over the 24 hours. I went home after this and fell asleep fine, woke up a few hours later with blatant visuals and horrible pain all over my body which got worse and worse to a point where I was convinced I was seconds away from death and then all of the symptoms quickly left. As far as I was concerned, this was the result of mixing so many RC's, so when I was next offered a single line of 3,4ctmp while sober I saw no reason not to take it.
I took the line of an unknown dosage and the exact same thing happened, although it lasted approximately 3 hours and was accompanied by this feeling that the physical universe was condensing in on itself into a infinitely small point throughout the entire experience. This is where the problems started.
Over the next few days I felt somewhat traumatised and my reassurance in everything was shaken. Another issue was I was terrified of falling asleep.
A few weeks later I went to bed after taking 1mg of etizolam one day after a 24 hour coke and etizolam session (I had already slept once since the session) and throughout the entire night had horrible dreams, woke up to find I had been mumbling to myself in my sleep, and dreams that felt similar to the 3,4ctmp overdose with strong nausea and the sensation that the world was vibrating, as uncomfortable as this experience was I thought it was actually somewhat interesting, and was just an odd side effect of etizolam and sleep. Note at any point in these dreams I could wake myself up which I often did when they became too much.
A few days ago about 2 hours after mephedrone was used, I smoked a stupidly heroic dose of 5fpb22 with friends that was although extremely intense and almost psychedelic was very enjoyable. About an hour after finishing smoking the stuff I suffered over 2 hours of tachycardia that was very uncomfortable. Upon going to sleep I revisited a childhood experience where I was really unwell and had a very high fever and essentially tripped on numbers (described here http://www.bluelight.org/vb/threads/723473-Tripping-on-a-fever-as-a-kid) although this time it never quite hit the point of infinity. Note I am currently quite unwell and went to bed that night in a mild fever.
Waking up I was surprised at the way I had completely revisited an experience I had years ago with such accuracy but didn't really give it much more thought.
Last night I woke up in bed, the exact same thing was happening although I was completely awake throughout it. After 10 mins of just sitting in bed I woke someone up to basically say I was enduring mental hell although was unable to explain why without sounding mental. 20 minutes later the amount of 'numbers' doubled and doubled and I basically just sat there moaning in pure mental discomfort/pain before the whole thing slowly subsided.
I have no idea if the above experiences are linked in anyway, or if this is all just a result of irresponsible drug use (I am aware of how stupid the RC binge and 5fpb22 super dosing was)
I don't even know what will happen next time I go to sleep.
Any form of insight would be good.
