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Good GOD life is good.

Got a ride.. New awesome job, and best of all.. You ready?

My own fucking place.

I haven't really been programming lately. At all. I lived at a halfway house for 7 months and it was a living breathing AA book. Program talk all day everyday. I went to shitloads of meetings. Also, I had my aftercare program from probation on top of that. It's all over.

So yeah I am taking a break. Part of me is craving a meeting though. I am going to look for a new home group. My old homegroup was at the halfway house, because they had public meetings downstairs. I don't want to set foot in that place, because of the bed bugs. I'm emotionally scarred from them.
 
I'm celebrating 18 months clean today! Been waiting a long time for this day. Got a girlfriend too (who's not an addict yay) and have been working the past 8 days straight :/
 
I too have worked alot lately. 3 days offout of the last 30. Trying to recover and stay clean is not always easy working this much but it also keeps me very busy so thats good i suppose. And the $ theres that too ;)
 
I'm abstinent for 33 days.

But I'm stuck on step 1. I can't admit to myself I'm powerless. I can't fully admit I can't moderate even though I've tried many, many times. It's starting to become hopeless. I feel like I'm just prolonging a relapse at this point.

Any tips?
 
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