Nah, this thread does make some sense.. think about it and google it if you dont already know it.. the data is there but how legit is it?? idk..
Another poster spoke of a guy who talked to himself until he had his 'fix' if you will and then would be straight.. well yeah, that's kinda of me and i am definitely insane without the green as yet another poster suggest at as a possibility for some..
I definitely am not 'addicted' to pot because my symptoms were there prior to my using pot.. but if i am not high, i am not very reasonable of a person.. i am paranoid, delusional maybe even at times, easily distracted, generally apathetic, and otherwise a mental "BLAH" haha.. let me warm-up and have a couple bowls and i am entirely normal aside from the red-eyed/Chinese-look i am likely to have going on..
Like i dont smoke b4 work within 2 hours of work just because if i do i am too chink-eyed to go in and anything after 2 hours, but less than 4 hours, is perfect.. but after 4 hours everything goes back to how it is normally..
Now i view my pot as my meds.. but is it always for the same thing.. no.. i have many problems as does anyone else.. arthritis, depression likely, anger issues, sleep problems, neurological pain disorder, etc.. i use this for everything.. i dont trust the doc any more ever since they got me addicted to some actual hard drugs then cut me off after i told them i smoke pot.. heh.. go figure.. fuck that.. im on to their little scheme.. heh.. anyway though..
What i wanted to mention though is that i believe a lot of my mental problems that i have without the green can be ascribed to my fibromyalgia/neurological problems.. I feel that this is why I get 'mental' w/o pot.. i get pain, then i get angry, then i get just, well, weird.. lol.. so i think of pot as more of a med for the insane than an 'insane-maker'.. but idk because i still need other anti-anxiety meds to keep stable too sometimes.. blah.. so complicated that ill have to vote "I have no fucking clue.." as my answer..
