Hey guys, it has been a while since I've browsed this great site of yours so hello, my name is Mango and I'm an opiate addict 
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I have a couple questions/inquiries for you knowledgeable folk that you can probably answer.
Some back-round: First off, I have been using 100mg of morphine IV daily. The little grey ABG 100's that I use cold water, cotton (I know micron filters blah blah), and a NEW rig to ingest. The reason I do this vs any other opiate is that It is readily available, cheap, and from a good source (older really nice guy that I wouldn't even label a drug dealer). I have been using 100mg every day now for about 2 months and am loving it. The euphoria I get from that morning blast off really is enough to keep me from even thinking about quitting, and my new job is holding me down monetarily so I am happy with my addiction. The thing is, I don't want to up my dose. I get a good amount of euphoria from the 100 and even have a wash or two for the night time to help me sleep.
My question here is this: How many of you addicts, or addicts you know, or even how many of you think that it is possible to stay at a level dosage and don't try to jump up to a higher one? Because I know it is because I IV, but the euphoria I get from a 100mg morphine in the morning is ALWAYS enough to keep me satisfied, and I made a promise to myself to not go above this dose daily, barring special circumstances (birthday, free opiates, binge with friends).
Histamine reactions and lung/heart damage: Now I know shooting up morphine, hell shooting up ANYTHING isn't healthy. But I do not know to what extent. Today after my shot's (I generally load 2-3 rigs for maximum pleasure and do them in succession before untying, tell me if this can cause vein damage, the shooting before untying, my tie isn't usually that tight either), my face swelled up due to a histamine reaction that I've heard plenty about here, but usually it is just around the injection site.
A couple questions here: If any of you know, in general, and I know this is a tough question to qualify as you don't know all of my practices. I use a tightly rolled cotton to do my filtering and a NEW rig every single time (seen so many addicts reuse rigs until the god damn ink rubs off, and lick the fucking coating off their 100's; ridiculous shit)But do any of you know HOW harmful this daily practice is?
I know I'm not doing myself any favors (except the godlike pleasure I experience every day) by doing this, but will the talc fuck up my lungs? Is my heart going to shut off? Or is the worst that's happening some mild vein damage (I barely even have track marks, NEW rigs people, NEW fucking rigs). Also, are the histamine reactions an indication of any danger? Today my face was very visibly puffy and swelled like a balloon, it didn't really worry me but made me curious as to what exactly is happening via a histamine reaction. Will I live to 30 if I keep doing this? (I am 21)
.I have a couple questions/inquiries for you knowledgeable folk that you can probably answer.
Some back-round: First off, I have been using 100mg of morphine IV daily. The little grey ABG 100's that I use cold water, cotton (I know micron filters blah blah), and a NEW rig to ingest. The reason I do this vs any other opiate is that It is readily available, cheap, and from a good source (older really nice guy that I wouldn't even label a drug dealer). I have been using 100mg every day now for about 2 months and am loving it. The euphoria I get from that morning blast off really is enough to keep me from even thinking about quitting, and my new job is holding me down monetarily so I am happy with my addiction. The thing is, I don't want to up my dose. I get a good amount of euphoria from the 100 and even have a wash or two for the night time to help me sleep.
My question here is this: How many of you addicts, or addicts you know, or even how many of you think that it is possible to stay at a level dosage and don't try to jump up to a higher one? Because I know it is because I IV, but the euphoria I get from a 100mg morphine in the morning is ALWAYS enough to keep me satisfied, and I made a promise to myself to not go above this dose daily, barring special circumstances (birthday, free opiates, binge with friends).
Histamine reactions and lung/heart damage: Now I know shooting up morphine, hell shooting up ANYTHING isn't healthy. But I do not know to what extent. Today after my shot's (I generally load 2-3 rigs for maximum pleasure and do them in succession before untying, tell me if this can cause vein damage, the shooting before untying, my tie isn't usually that tight either), my face swelled up due to a histamine reaction that I've heard plenty about here, but usually it is just around the injection site.
A couple questions here: If any of you know, in general, and I know this is a tough question to qualify as you don't know all of my practices. I use a tightly rolled cotton to do my filtering and a NEW rig every single time (seen so many addicts reuse rigs until the god damn ink rubs off, and lick the fucking coating off their 100's; ridiculous shit)But do any of you know HOW harmful this daily practice is?
I know I'm not doing myself any favors (except the godlike pleasure I experience every day) by doing this, but will the talc fuck up my lungs? Is my heart going to shut off? Or is the worst that's happening some mild vein damage (I barely even have track marks, NEW rigs people, NEW fucking rigs). Also, are the histamine reactions an indication of any danger? Today my face was very visibly puffy and swelled like a balloon, it didn't really worry me but made me curious as to what exactly is happening via a histamine reaction. Will I live to 30 if I keep doing this? (I am 21)
