Since you've been gone

[Firecrotch]

Since you've been gone, nothing has felt quite right
Sometimes, I see your face when I close my eyes at night
Since you've been gone, I have'nt been myself
I loved the person I was, the new me is somebody else
Since you've been gone, no one has been there
My friends seem not to notice, or just don't care
Since you've been gone, I've been ready to quit
When you were there, I couldb't get enough of it

My has changed, I miss the man I was
I want your friendship, not for love, but just because
because you did care and you did love me
So long ago, I'm sure you don't remember how we used to be
How long will it be until I can see your smile?
Turning my back forever has never been my style
But you did it and it doesn't bother you
You dont care how I feel or what I do
If I call, it means I want to know how you are
not that I want to reopen that painful scar
I can't know if you still see my face
I don't believe our time was my waste
Perhaps I hurt you, you know you broke my soul
Not knowing you anymore has taken it's toll
One of these days, you'll remember when
I hope you'll call and ask to be my friend again
Maybe you want to forget me and the past now
There will be a time when you'll wish you could remember how...

How it felt to be young, how it felt to take a risk
How it felt to get high, how it felt when we kissed
But you won't even talk about it, you won't look back
You shut out all of us, won't talk about it in fact
not to me, not to him, not to your own brother
I should have known you didn't go home all those nights for your mother
The lesson I've learned is to value every moment
You never know when us or them might resent
something you said, something you did
And they won't just let it go instead

Since you've been gone, I've tried to make you see
I'm still the guy you loved, please remember that side of me
Since you've been gone, I admit that I'm down
Not until you broke my heart did I see you frown
Since you've been gone, you have no place my cares
When I have seen you, your eyes avoid my stares
Since you've been gone, you've shown me how to live
I wish I could find the way to show you how to forgive....

 

[cherub]

lovely and heart felt, very raw emotions exposed in this,
your flow is nice and strong, makes me feel like i want to fix it for you. Great stuff.

*hugs*

you will get there.

 

[frostyangel]

You place you words very well..

Some of the best emotions that you can fully write are when your heart broken... Sad isn't it?

It really sucks when people come and go out of your life.. And loving someone that you can't do anything about hurts very much.. Trust me.. I've been there more than once.. I'm sure everyone has..but it's going to take time before you see that there is always another door for you to open. And I know at this time right now, that is not what you want.. But you always learn something from every person you come in contact with... hopefully this person will have made you a stronger person after all of this is over and done with..

And just with the way you express yourself I'm sure some lady will be lucky to have you someday..

But for now..discover yourself. The you that you lost.. because you were somebody before you met her. And you made it this far, I'm sure you can make it much further..

Keep up head up, god only knows that a heartache isn't the worst thing you'll ever conquer.. But it sure hurts like a bitch...

*hugZ*

I'm always available to talk.