Welcome to bluelight. I would really recommend you to check out The Dark Side. That forum in particular will be able to show you the support you need. Much luck, and hope to see you around the board.
Thanks everyone. I hope to get through this as painless as possible. I'm upset that I let myself slip back into this.
Opiate addiction seems to be a product of amnesia for me. I seem to forget all of the bad and only remember good. Ugh. Not this time