Psychedalienation
Bluelighter
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- Apr 28, 2016
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I'm coming down from my very first shroom trip and I feel compelled to talk about it.
During my peak, I saw impossibly intricate fractals and things that did not exist in this world before I took this. I was terrified but so intrigued. I told myself to let go and it was so hard. But when I finally did, I felt emotions that were not possible, I saw things that I never thought I could see, I was taught what a thousand books could have taught me in less than five minutes.
I was astonished. I had eaten two little mini shrooms and one cap that was quite large just to test the waters and I was absolutely THROWN into a world made of everything.
But when the peak was nearing its end, and I was to assess what I had learned, the only thing that I could come up with was love. I loved everyone and everything and I am almost completely baseline now and I still love it all.
I love you all and it is an amazing thing what you are all doing here at Bluelight. Everything that you are doing is done out of the urge to help people and aid them and that is amazing in every way.
I told myself before I took shrooms that they were to be respected but I never knew how insanely powerful they were. They are to be treated with the utmost respect in my personal opinion. The experience I had was very personal. And something I could have never gotten out of my normal state of being. I realized how much time I wasted every day on judging people and analyzing people's behaviors and how much time it takes to simply hug someone.
It is universal. Love. We can all share it. We can all express it and we can all understand it. It's amazing what a hug can do.
I didn't really want to post this in trip reports because it wasn't formal or formatted but I wanted to just express my gratitude for you all and share a little of what I learned.
Be safe all, and I hope you smile today
During my peak, I saw impossibly intricate fractals and things that did not exist in this world before I took this. I was terrified but so intrigued. I told myself to let go and it was so hard. But when I finally did, I felt emotions that were not possible, I saw things that I never thought I could see, I was taught what a thousand books could have taught me in less than five minutes.
I was astonished. I had eaten two little mini shrooms and one cap that was quite large just to test the waters and I was absolutely THROWN into a world made of everything.
But when the peak was nearing its end, and I was to assess what I had learned, the only thing that I could come up with was love. I loved everyone and everything and I am almost completely baseline now and I still love it all.
I love you all and it is an amazing thing what you are all doing here at Bluelight. Everything that you are doing is done out of the urge to help people and aid them and that is amazing in every way.
I told myself before I took shrooms that they were to be respected but I never knew how insanely powerful they were. They are to be treated with the utmost respect in my personal opinion. The experience I had was very personal. And something I could have never gotten out of my normal state of being. I realized how much time I wasted every day on judging people and analyzing people's behaviors and how much time it takes to simply hug someone.
It is universal. Love. We can all share it. We can all express it and we can all understand it. It's amazing what a hug can do.
I didn't really want to post this in trip reports because it wasn't formal or formatted but I wanted to just express my gratitude for you all and share a little of what I learned.
Be safe all, and I hope you smile today