rollplayk
Bluelighter
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- Apr 21, 2007
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So this was a solo trip. I smoked a blunt with my buddy Adam late afternoon.. the weed was making me quiet/uncomfortable when meeting some of his sober friends and it left me feeling way self-conscious. So can't say that I had the best mindset going into the trip but it turned out to be a positive experience.
About 4 hrs after smoking, consumed little less than an eighth mushies. Chilled for a while in my room listening to music. I laid down in bed and started going through a stream of thoughts, "You must take hatred of your fellow man out of your heart" and "Love must fill you completely, and fully, only then can your heart and your head be clear". I allowed this force (love?) to course through my body, very strong sensation, like rapture style :D .
I remember also hearing that I had a great guide.. be it me or the drug itself. at this point I laid down and listened to lateralus. I was very in touch with the music and it completely controlled my body at points. I could see every pick of the guitar, every drum hit, and the vocals.. boxed next to each other. OEVs started to kick in at this point, walls and blue light from speakers started to wave in and out. The walls were breathing and an eye formed in the top corner of my room, tears started to stream across my face but not out of grief.. I really don't know why, I think it was just the music and vision synergy. I got a different message from each song, all that I listened to positive and uplifting. OEVs were stronger than CEVs but I enjoyed closing my eyes and listening to my consciousness. Parabol/Parabola prolly affected me the strongest,
"Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this
chance to be alive and breathing". Hearing those lines just overwhelmed me and made me feel so damn lucky to be alive, the infinitesimally chance of everything coming together so I could be breathing at that moment. I decided I had my fill soon after (also starving) and made some food, even though after I ate I was still trippin pretty hard.
I had some gold-looking flakes at the bottom of my cup after I drank it.. any idea how metal gets into this stuff? hope you enjoyed the report.
About 4 hrs after smoking, consumed little less than an eighth mushies. Chilled for a while in my room listening to music. I laid down in bed and started going through a stream of thoughts, "You must take hatred of your fellow man out of your heart" and "Love must fill you completely, and fully, only then can your heart and your head be clear". I allowed this force (love?) to course through my body, very strong sensation, like rapture style :D .
I remember also hearing that I had a great guide.. be it me or the drug itself. at this point I laid down and listened to lateralus. I was very in touch with the music and it completely controlled my body at points. I could see every pick of the guitar, every drum hit, and the vocals.. boxed next to each other. OEVs started to kick in at this point, walls and blue light from speakers started to wave in and out. The walls were breathing and an eye formed in the top corner of my room, tears started to stream across my face but not out of grief.. I really don't know why, I think it was just the music and vision synergy. I got a different message from each song, all that I listened to positive and uplifting. OEVs were stronger than CEVs but I enjoyed closing my eyes and listening to my consciousness. Parabol/Parabola prolly affected me the strongest,
"Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this
chance to be alive and breathing". Hearing those lines just overwhelmed me and made me feel so damn lucky to be alive, the infinitesimally chance of everything coming together so I could be breathing at that moment. I decided I had my fill soon after (also starving) and made some food, even though after I ate I was still trippin pretty hard.
I had some gold-looking flakes at the bottom of my cup after I drank it.. any idea how metal gets into this stuff? hope you enjoyed the report.
