I'll start the story from the begining, even though only the second part pertains to the whole experience, I just wanted to share with you guys these 2 trips a week apart on the same batch of muchrooms.
Stories pretty long but I hope you guys take the tmie to read it as it took a bit to write
Last Saturday night my buddy, picks up an ounce of shrooms as we have been lookin' for some for quite a while now and he finally got a hold of a contact, so picked up very nice lookin ones for $120. (Ounce, canadian dollars).
So there was like 4 of us chewing I do 4.1 grams at first and my buddy does about 6.5 ( We both have done shrooms quite a few times and up to this point we loved em).
About forty-five minutes into the experience I start to feel really good, arms get extremely heavy and I'm extremely content and relaxed. I'm not getting much visuals though which I love when on shrooms. Things are only breathing and such, colors are brighter , shadows flickering and stuff. I decide to do another gram, so I'm up to 5.1 to try and get these things going.
I'm pretty sure I overdid it, as I kept repeating I don't get it to myself. I was referring to life and what it means, for some reason I just couldn;t fanthom what hte point of life was. I don't think I'm suicidal or anything ( never have suicidal thoughbts ever and I'm a pretty balanced individual imo)
but I just couldnt understand life. I was smoking a cigarette as well and I believe I p[assed out sitting up because I woke up like 10 minutes later holding hte butt of the smoke with the long ember on my pants and everyone freaking out and trippin me out yelling at me get upo get up your gonna burn your pants. Wow was that ever confusing, I jsut wake up, trippin balls , disoriented, people are yelling at me.. wow let me tell you haha . Anyways I jump up after like 30 seconds after I realize whats going on and am stil lall disoriented. We got home after this , I couldnt figure out how to even get in my house, ( how to work the door knob as the door was unlocked).
I finally get in my house , can't see shit as I have absolutely no night vision , all I see is a purple wall paper of flowers as I'm walking , groping my way through my house. I lay dfown on my bed because I'm severely trippin out, this is like 2 and a half hours after taking hte first 4.1 grams dose. I'm pretty sure going home was a mistake as I was feeling extremely paranoid, my thoughts were racing , I had no depth perception or anything and couldnt figure what the fuck was going on. I was extremely scared that I was in a permanent psychosis or something. After driking abour 4 bottles of water and pissing about 5 times I start ed feeling much better and much more content with everything. ( I swear water is the ultimate placebo when I'm on shrooms and wanna try to curb the trip). Anyways thats the first story.
Last nite me and my buddy decided to do the rest of the ounce that was left, feeling that I was alrite he had about 7.5 grams and we each did half and were ready to trip. 30 minutes into the trip we go outside, I'm not feeling much yet but I can feel it setting on and smoke about a dime between the 3 of us ( my other buddy that wasnt doing shrooms ). Currently I'm fine but as I start trippin harder I started getting EXTREMELY scared for some reason. I don't even understand what was going on. Does anyone ever get the feeling in they're stomach, its really weird, its when your already truipping , not the first stomach pain, but its klike, a good feeling but not a good feeling at the same time Idunno. I then started getting really hot and it felt like my chest was constricting really bad and it became extremely hard for me to breath. Things started getting really weird there, I started wanting to make myself puke and was tellin my friends I should call 911 or some shit because I was extremely scared. My one buddy ( Best friewnds brother, dealer) was there because we were at my best friends house and he was around kept asking me you dyin marcin you dyin and I was like man its not funny but he just kept laughing andf telling me too calm down. ( He is very experienced hallucinegenic user).
I then told my friend I needed to go home fort a while, even tho my best friends brother told me to stay with people because I will be even more paranoid and anxietic ( is that a word?
) if I'm alone, but at this moment I didnt even care I was so fuckin scared. I think the reason I was getting scared was when we were chewing the shrooms some of them were extremely blue, I can tel lthe difference between mold and not mold but I , i dunno I had some misgivings but my friends assured me he stored them in a cool dry place. I think thats what caused the I think I'm dying thing.
So I go home, my parents are up but they're drunk wow was that ever trippy, I run down stairs lay down but the covers up to my chin and all of a sudden I completely relax and am completrely content with myself. It was so weird, I went from like 30 seconds ago trippin thinkin' I was gonna be dead soon to saying to myself... damn your a fuckin dumbass for even thinking your gonna die. From then on it was porobably the best non visual trip I've ever had. The things that ran thrtoug my mind were amazng, I felt one with the world and nature and everything just made sense. It was awesome. I could'mt believe how good I felt after that initial paranoa, anxiety.
Now I have a question for eveyrone. Is it possible that the shrooms were slightly moldly, causing hte weird stomach feeling through the first 2 hours of the trip, or is this normal and I just payed it more attention because I was trippin so hard? Or were they just more potent. It felt like I was tripping WAY harder then I was on 5.1 grams of shrooms rather then the measly 3.5. The stomach feeling feels almost pleasurable, I would say, but then again not, its extremely hard for me to describe what I was feeling in my stomach. My ear canals were hurting as well when I was coming down that was weird. I'm kind of thinking they were a bit moldy and thats why I got such a weird experience.
I forgot to mention when I felt Like I was gonna die at my friensd hosue everything about me wwas shaking my feet were shaking uncontrollably and my body was as well. What hte hell happened to me ?
Thanks for reading and comments are encouraged.
Stories pretty long but I hope you guys take the tmie to read it as it took a bit to write
Last Saturday night my buddy, picks up an ounce of shrooms as we have been lookin' for some for quite a while now and he finally got a hold of a contact, so picked up very nice lookin ones for $120. (Ounce, canadian dollars).
So there was like 4 of us chewing I do 4.1 grams at first and my buddy does about 6.5 ( We both have done shrooms quite a few times and up to this point we loved em).
About forty-five minutes into the experience I start to feel really good, arms get extremely heavy and I'm extremely content and relaxed. I'm not getting much visuals though which I love when on shrooms. Things are only breathing and such, colors are brighter , shadows flickering and stuff. I decide to do another gram, so I'm up to 5.1 to try and get these things going.
I'm pretty sure I overdid it, as I kept repeating I don't get it to myself. I was referring to life and what it means, for some reason I just couldn;t fanthom what hte point of life was. I don't think I'm suicidal or anything ( never have suicidal thoughbts ever and I'm a pretty balanced individual imo)
but I just couldnt understand life. I was smoking a cigarette as well and I believe I p[assed out sitting up because I woke up like 10 minutes later holding hte butt of the smoke with the long ember on my pants and everyone freaking out and trippin me out yelling at me get upo get up your gonna burn your pants. Wow was that ever confusing, I jsut wake up, trippin balls , disoriented, people are yelling at me.. wow let me tell you haha
. Anyways I jump up after like 30 seconds after I realize whats going on and am stil lall disoriented. We got home after this , I couldnt figure out how to even get in my house, ( how to work the door knob as the door was unlocked). I finally get in my house , can't see shit as I have absolutely no night vision , all I see is a purple wall paper of flowers as I'm walking , groping my way through my house. I lay dfown on my bed because I'm severely trippin out, this is like 2 and a half hours after taking hte first 4.1 grams dose. I'm pretty sure going home was a mistake as I was feeling extremely paranoid, my thoughts were racing , I had no depth perception or anything and couldnt figure what the fuck was going on. I was extremely scared that I was in a permanent psychosis or something. After driking abour 4 bottles of water and pissing about 5 times I start ed feeling much better and much more content with everything. ( I swear water is the ultimate placebo when I'm on shrooms and wanna try to curb the trip). Anyways thats the first story.
Last nite me and my buddy decided to do the rest of the ounce that was left, feeling that I was alrite he had about 7.5 grams and we each did half and were ready to trip. 30 minutes into the trip we go outside, I'm not feeling much yet but I can feel it setting on and smoke about a dime between the 3 of us ( my other buddy that wasnt doing shrooms ). Currently I'm fine but as I start trippin harder I started getting EXTREMELY scared for some reason. I don't even understand what was going on. Does anyone ever get the feeling in they're stomach, its really weird, its when your already truipping , not the first stomach pain, but its klike, a good feeling but not a good feeling at the same time Idunno. I then started getting really hot and it felt like my chest was constricting really bad and it became extremely hard for me to breath. Things started getting really weird there, I started wanting to make myself puke and was tellin my friends I should call 911 or some shit because I was extremely scared. My one buddy ( Best friewnds brother, dealer) was there because we were at my best friends house and he was around kept asking me you dyin marcin you dyin and I was like man its not funny but he just kept laughing andf telling me too calm down. ( He is very experienced hallucinegenic user).
I then told my friend I needed to go home fort a while, even tho my best friends brother told me to stay with people because I will be even more paranoid and anxietic ( is that a word?
) if I'm alone, but at this moment I didnt even care I was so fuckin scared. I think the reason I was getting scared was when we were chewing the shrooms some of them were extremely blue, I can tel lthe difference between mold and not mold but I , i dunno I had some misgivings but my friends assured me he stored them in a cool dry place. I think thats what caused the I think I'm dying thing. So I go home, my parents are up but they're drunk wow was that ever trippy, I run down stairs lay down but the covers up to my chin and all of a sudden I completely relax and am completrely content with myself. It was so weird, I went from like 30 seconds ago trippin thinkin' I was gonna be dead soon to saying to myself... damn your a fuckin dumbass for even thinking your gonna die. From then on it was porobably the best non visual trip I've ever had. The things that ran thrtoug my mind were amazng, I felt one with the world and nature and everything just made sense. It was awesome. I could'mt believe how good I felt after that initial paranoa, anxiety.
Now I have a question for eveyrone. Is it possible that the shrooms were slightly moldly, causing hte weird stomach feeling through the first 2 hours of the trip, or is this normal and I just payed it more attention because I was trippin so hard? Or were they just more potent. It felt like I was tripping WAY harder then I was on 5.1 grams of shrooms rather then the measly 3.5. The stomach feeling feels almost pleasurable, I would say, but then again not, its extremely hard for me to describe what I was feeling in my stomach. My ear canals were hurting as well when I was coming down that was weird. I'm kind of thinking they were a bit moldy and thats why I got such a weird experience.
I forgot to mention when I felt Like I was gonna die at my friensd hosue everything about me wwas shaking my feet were shaking uncontrollably and my body was as well. What hte hell happened to me ?
Thanks for reading and comments are encouraged.
