GetMeOutOfThisCRAP
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So when it comes to substance abuse, I've been an addict for technically around 3./5 years (unless you consider marijuana an addiction but regardless he used to smoke too and grew up in California where everyone smokes anyway). I absolutely love him in every way possible. He is so incredibly beyond special and I do not think I deserve him. We are planning to live together in the far future and become married and etc. However, his family is chock full of addicts. Some were useless and hateful violent alcoholics. Others were pain management patients who fell a little bit off the wagon but still beneficial and vital for the family.
Is it a bad idea to tell him that I used to have a much more prominent addiction problem within the past? I still have my demons but it's not like it used to be before. I was planning on telling I want him to be part of my future at every point possible and am so terrified of losing him. Has anyone been in a similar situation before? He is beautiful inside and out. I was planning to take more time to conquer my substance abuse demons before jumping into a relationship, but he was simply too special to resist in every way possible and I could not miss out on a once-in-lifetime opportunity like the love we have developed for each other.
Is it a bad idea to tell him that I used to have a much more prominent addiction problem within the past? I still have my demons but it's not like it used to be before. I was planning on telling I want him to be part of my future at every point possible and am so terrified of losing him. Has anyone been in a similar situation before? He is beautiful inside and out. I was planning to take more time to conquer my substance abuse demons before jumping into a relationship, but he was simply too special to resist in every way possible and I could not miss out on a once-in-lifetime opportunity like the love we have developed for each other.