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Euphoric69

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Ok, so here's the thing... iv been on probation for over a year and a half... Im graduating my drug class next week and ill be off probation a few weeks after that. My 18th birthday is at the end of this month :D! Im thinking that if im off probation by my birthday, i want to finally roll after soo long! I really want to have a magical 18th bday.. i'll be spending an entire week with my boyfriend for my bday... and ill have access to Great pills lol. In a way, i want to stay sober. But... i really want to roll :) Someone please tell me what you think i should do!

I'll be flying to Cali for my bday week... with him.

Another thing.. if i do, my boyfriend will do it too, and it'll be his first time. And i know that we'll connect on a whole new level with that experience. But... he's against drugs. The only reason he'll do it with me, is because it'll be my birthday... and he doesnt want me to get high alone. Also, it'll be his first.. and last time, rolling.

Half of me wants to ... but then i dont...

Oh, and i have access to pure mdma... or legit pokeballs... or defqons. If i do decide to roll... what do you guys think i should give my boyfriend for his first time?
 
I'd say do it. Also it probably won't be his last time haha.

If you know the MDMA is pure I'd go for 120mg of that, but you're in the US so it's unlikely that it will be pure. And use a testing kit for either the mandy or pills.
 
Euphoric69 said:
Ok, so here's the thing... iv been on probation for over a year and a half... Im graduating my drug class next week and ill be off probation a few weeks after that. My 18th birthday is at the end of this month :D! Im thinking that if im off probation by my birthday, i want to finally roll after soo long! I really want to have a magical 18th bday.. i'll be spending an entire week with my boyfriend for my bday... and ill have access to Great pills lol. In a way, i want to stay sober. But... i really want to roll :) Someone please tell me what you think i should do!

I'll be flying to Cali for my bday week... with him.

Another thing.. if i do, my boyfriend will do it too, and it'll be his first time. And i know that we'll connect on a whole new level with that experience. But... he's against drugs. The only reason he'll do it with me, is because it'll be my birthday... and he doesnt want me to get high alone. Also, it'll be his first.. and last time, rolling.

Half of me wants to ... but then i dont...

Oh, and i have access to pure mdma... or legit pokeballs... or defqons. If i do decide to roll... what do you guys think i should give my boyfriend for his first time?
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You could have been rolling this entire time. Mdma doesnt show up on drug tests after 2 days. You have access to defqons? Intriguing. Also after he rolls, it WONT be his last. hahahahah. Just make sure hes aware of the risks and that he rolls responsibly as well as you after. 1 month minimum waits, and 3 months OPTIMUM waits between rolls. Have fun! Report back!

Chesh said:
Also it probably won't be his last time haha.
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QFT
 
apologies. it just caught my eye that she said that she wasn't rolling this entire time due to being on probation.
 
Seems a little risky. However, if you get to roll with a significant other, and it is their first time ... For me, that would be hard to turn down. If you try it, I hope you and your boyfriend have a wonderful time. I remember my first roll with my girl ... I thought I was going to explode with love :)
 
squarerootof23 said:
Short answer - I recommend against you doing this.

First, I don't know what you're on probation for, but, I ask you to ask yourself, Is your life sufficiently back in order now? Are you still working on whatever serious issues you may have had going on that got you into that situation? Get your life back in order, learn to live well sober again.

Second: "Something" inside you is warning you against it. What is that? You need to explore that more. I think you shouldn't do something like this unless you are well at ease with this decision, and how it will impact your life.

Third: Your boyfriend is against drugs, is only doing this because you want to, etc. Come on, think of him. Surely you've heard the importance of set and setting. It doesn't sound like he's there, why risk him having an awful experience? Besides - Are you sure he's physically up for this? (Not on anti-depressants, for example.) I urge you to put his needs first (as he ought to for you). Kind of the essence of healthy relationships and solid love. Also, if he's feeling "pressured" to some extent to do this, why risk him resenting you over this? I would never put my wife in the position it sounds like you've put your boyfriend in. And - What if the following days he comes down hard? Not such a great 18th birthday week for you guys then.

Fourth: My best rolls have been on days that were NOT my birthday. (Okay, full disclosure here: I've never rolled on my birthday. But, that's the point - no big deal.) So, I advise you to wait. You'll have plenty of other opportunities. And, I'm pretty sure I'm right in saying this: The more mature you are, the more you'll enjoy and appreciate mdma.

Overall, right now I say, focus more on getting your life in order and having mature relationships.
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this^... all this^

now keep in mind that i am the last person who wants to ever turn someone away from MDMA... i think its that good, and while there was a time when i would go around almost giving pills to any of my friends that wanted to try i have adopted a more mature view on drug use as the years have passed... case in point is my GF... when we were young she was a typical suburban girl; very inexperienced, smoked weed once and i proceeded to put pretty much every drug in existence into her... when i look at her now i kinda almost feel something that could be equated with guilt, knowing what i created... if i had it to do again honestly i think i would still be using the same as i do now but i would have a GF that either only used rarely or not at all...

so in regards to OP's boyfriend, the thing you should be concerned with is not him doing it once.. the concern should be that he rolls and then goes "OMG this is what ive been missing... and i can see absolutely no downside to this whatsoever!... Goodbye Moderation!!!"... and he goes running off glowsticking into the crowd...

Granted this is a more outrageous prediction of what could happen but the point is that this *has* happened to people, and knowing how drugs have affected you (being on the semi-recovered end) do you really want to chance that happening to BF?
 
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