stay the course Jayne 3
Count me in as one of the jelious fools that didn't think/care about the future if I continued to stay on opiates. I have a very long list of wreckage directly related to active addiction as many on B/L can relate to. I applaud you for your decision to get of the pills NOW. You'll feel a little out of sorts for a bit but it won't be that bad or for very long. If I could only go back to where you're at and do the right thing as you've chosen to do I wouldn't have destroyed my life. It's a daily battle once one has crossed the invisible line. It started the same way for me, legitimate pain but I continued to use because I it filled some void in my life so I took the chicken shit way out instead of finding constructive methods or trying to find the source and work on my issues. And of course I loved to get high. I traded just about everything of value to me for drugs , my life would have been so different had I done what you're doing. I don't open up like this on a forum or pretty much any time but I just wanted you to know you're making probably the most important choice of your life. And for anyone who scoffs at what I've said, come back in 30 years and tell me how great active addiction it, if your still around because half of my friends are no longer here.